To put it simply, Siwon was in shock. Kim Heechul with a child? That would mean that the child's sire was ...  "Hankyung. . . . ." Siwon hissed, unconsciously pulling Heechul closer and tightening his grip. He felt Heechul rub his head roughly into his chest. At that feeling Siwon blinked and looked down at a slightly shaking Heechul . Siwon's face  softened and he brought up a hand and began to gently pet Heechul's head. Cooing comfort into Heechul's ear and he nuzzled the side of Heechul's face. Heechul stopped shaking and just stayed buried in Siwon's chest. "Heechul, I'm sorry It's my fault I let you down." Siwon whispered. Heechul was quiet for a while then he spoke. "No you didn't do anything wrong It's just me ." Heechul voice was slightly muffled by Siwon shirt. Siwon took this fact in solemnly. He was enjoying the feeling of holding Heechul. It was calming in contrast with all the torment that was running threw his head. Hankyung, the man, the demon, that had caused  him pain between , the one who got Sohee killed ,the one he was after for revenge, the one who had caused his whole pack pain, the one who tormented them all and most importantly, the one who Heechul  ; stealing his ity, a gift that Heechul  was endowed to give to his future mate, and leaving him to bare the child of that non-consummated coupling. It was enough to make him growl angrily. Which he did and which turned out to be a huge mistake. Heechul stiffened as he felt and heard the rumble come from Siwon's chest. He breathed a quiet sigh. He knew, he knew that Siwon would act negatively and that he had been wishing on false hope that Siwon felt anything more towards him besides pity over what had happened. He had said that he cared about  him but that had just been a ploy , a way to get him to get better so Siwon could go back to hating him and every thing could go back to normal. Oh well, things were never going to be normal again. Caring for this child will give Hankyung a cause to claim him again , to make him his  or to take the puppy away. 'Another chance to be heart broken; another chance to be hurt. You are such an idiot. Always trying to have things you want and have things your way. Selfish, stupid, ignorant, dump!' Heechul chastised himself harshly. He stopped