Chapter 2

Lost

I walked down the busy street with my black disheveled hair cascaded over my shoulders and my face scarlet from all the crying. I was wearing a old and white long-sleeved shirt , with blue jeans. People say that i looked sloppy and untidy but how could i even care when you're not with me.
Many people walked past me ,and yet a couple caught my attention . It reminds me of you and I . Remember when we used to buy food and sit by the vendor stalls? I stared at them , as my mind flooded with the fond memories of us sitting by the stalls and enjoying our food together , like how the couple in front of me is doing now.
I used to feel as if i'm the luckiest person in this whole world. Because of you, i know how to love. Because of you, i know how it feels like to be happy . But because of you , my life suddenly lost its meaning . Because of you , i don't know how to love anymore.
I still remember vividly how all these fairytales came to an end. I still remember how i begged you to stay.
Maybe it's my fault . Maybe i'm not good enough . Sometimes ,i feel as if there is a beast which lives inside of me and it explodes whenever it can.
I crouched down on the floor and thought about our past memories together.
"Oppa," i called.
"Yea?"
"Thanks for being by my side." I said.
You smiled , and your hands reached out for mine and gripped them tightly.
"Thank you for being by my side too." You gave me the warmest smile , that i have not received from anyone else before.
Maybe to you i was another girl, but to me , you're the most important person in my life. Because without you, i feel like i'm suffocating in this small confined space and all i need is air ; which is you .I walked down the busy street with my black disheveled hair cascaded over my shoulders and my face scarlet from all the crying. I was wearing a old and white long-sleeved shirt , with blue jeans. People say that i looked sloppy and untidy but how could i even care when you're not with me.
Many people walked past me ,and yet a couple caught my attention . It reminds me of you and I . Remember when we used to buy food and sit by the vendor stalls? I stared at them , as my mind flooded with the fond memories of us sitting by the stalls and enjoying our food together , like how the couple in front of me is doing now.
 

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