"Gukkie? Will you be there when I needed you?"

 

"I'm not sure.."

 

"What do you mean?"

 

I just stayed silent and looked at the stars above. Himchan stared at me for a while then did the same.

 

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Stop asking me questions,

I don't know how to answer,

Even there's an options,

Still I won't know how to answer.

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"Gukkie you're deep in your thoughts again" he looked annoyed.

 

"What's wrong?"

 

"I couldn't stop doubting about our relationship."

 

"I'm sorry."

 

"What?"

 

"If you're not happy with me-"

 

"NO! I DIDN'T MEAN THAT!" he just stomped out if the room and slammed the door shut. I took a deep breath and let it all out. And continued to write something on a piece of paper. It was a letter for Channie to read soon.

 

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Sorry that sometimes I let you down,

Sorry I'm just that kind of guy,

Sorry that I always make you frown,

Sorry I couldn't help but only sigh.

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I stared at his eyes, it was cold as ices. I couldn't help but felt shiver to my spine. Both of us were paralyzed, just silence between us.There's nothing to say anyway.

 

He broked out our eye contact and continued to walk past me and I did the same. We walked past each other stared at the floor and that's just it. I think I should move on now..

I accidentally dropped a piece of paper from my jacket and picked it. I unfolded it and sighed. It was a letter that I supposed to give to him on our first anniversary. Sadly, we never reached that day.. I read the last paragraph and smirked. I crampled the paper and throw in the bin nearby.

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If we turned to strangers in the future,

Sorry that this what we turned out to be,

I just hoped you will got the better,

Sorry because just maybe we weren't meant to be.

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A/N : I just missed B.A.P.. (T︿T) And I hope you guys will like this short one-shot. Please if you liked this story, subscribe it! Comment on your thoughts about this story.