3 August 2011

Dear Diary,        

Today  i'm so happy...:) Choi Minho the guy, who is always by my side...making me happy....:) today i'm so happy .....today is Girl's Generation anniversarry...kekkekk our birthdays....you know the girls...^^ my gang....kekekkekekek...they always make me happy....not only because today  was our anniversarry....but because......Choi Minho........ he said that he wanted to marry me.....:) :D those 3 word he said with sincere....tthe way he kneeled down...... the soft lips which crashed onto me.....and he said,

" no matter what happens to you yul.......i'll always love you....and you must promise me that you will never leave me......... promise me we will be together until we have grandchildren......... and  with that.......

WILL YOU MARRY ME KWON YURI ?  I LOVE  YOU!"                                                       

i'M THE HAPPIEST WOMAN ON EARTH.......I LOVE YOU, CHOI MINHO............

~Kwon Yuri~

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                                                                                                                              29 August 2011

Dear Diary,

i just feel like crying..... all the pain i felt.......is just making my HEART STOP BEATING!!!!!! GOD!!!!!!!! WHY ARE YOU SO UNFAIR??????? why must this happen to me? why  why why? why cant i just be with the guy i love...with warthm of my dongsaengs ...my unnies.....my oppa's.....and....my minho....why? why must i be sick? why must i have cancer? i'm sorry minho......i'm sorry i cant be with you till the next generation...i'm sorry that i cant  make you happy....... i'm sorry i lied to you....but the fact is....i dont want you to know i'm...   SICK........ i'm sorry i had to lied and forced those words that i did no want........... i regretted saying " I DONT LOVE YOU ANYMORE...." i'm sorry....but i dont want your future to be ruin just because of me...... just let me suffer....i dodnt want minho to suffer.......i'm sorry minho...........i just dont want you to know the fact that i'm suffering because i justs dont want you to suffer and worry for me.....i'm sorry........ I just want you to know the fact i love you.........  Saranghae my love......

~Kwon Yuri~

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                                                                                                                               24 December 2011

Dear Diary ,

i stared at our wedding invatation..........well i knew our live was not tend to be together...... i tore the weding invatation which was actually cancelled...i knew...i hurt everyone...but hurting him was just more harder for me....i would rather die for him.......tommorow is christmas......and now i'm lying on the bed feelling pain all over me.....i knew that my live would end soon...... when i was staring out of the window i saw a shooting star and quickly made a wish........

" God...... i know this is ridicullous......but i would love to make a wish.......i knew my life is ending soon...my body is weak......my life is just waitting to be cut off by you...i knew i'm gonna die soon but since its christmast...... i would love to wish this......GIVE CHOI MINHO....THE GUY I LOVE FULL OF HAPPINESS WHEN I'M GONE FROMTHIS WORLD....and another simple wish........

ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS JUST,,....YOU......CHOI MINHO................

~KwonYuri~

yuri then fainted and  was brought to the hospital.....and her diary was left on her bed......and her tears were rolling her cheeks........

kwon yuri

love choi minho, but had to suffer so that minho will not found out that she was actually sick....sacrifices her life her love and all she had ever love....... so that others do not suffer and so that Choi Minho could not be sufferring.....

"i love him....no matter what happens.......but love needs sacrifisation.....its okay if i had to suffer everything....maybe i am not lucky......its okay.....for me to suffer.....as long te people i LOVE and Choi Minho is not hurt.............I'm Okay.......i do not blame god for all the toughness he gave....but i know its all just a quiz to test me,......God will not give a tough sittuation if he know i could not handle it......its okay f i'm losing everything....but all i want for Christmas is.....CHOI MINHO....."

Choi Minho

a guy who loves kwon yuri.....but he did to know the fact that yuri was sick a was sacrifising everything..whilst he thinks that yuri did not love him anymore.....but actually he did not know yuri was actually suffering in sillence.

" Kwon Yuri........i love you...you promised me you would not leave me.....i'm sorry for being stupid enough to realise how much you love me....i'm sorry....you had to suffer all of this but.......i was thee blaming you......being selfish...yeti did not know that you are sick.......i'm sorry..........i deeply love you..........I love you Kwon Yuri"

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anggyeong!!!!!! :) kekek i'm pathetic right? my forth story but havent coplete the other...i know i know...but i'm so eagerto write aLOT...and since its gonna be christmas i think i'm writting this story for MY CHRISTMAS EDITION.....I KNOW I KNOW IT SOUNDED RIDICULOUS.....KEKKEKE but i cant stop writting,......its my passion....especially writting about minyul...i was actually listenng to "how great is your love" by SNSD when i was staring at minyul photo in my room..... and ten this idea poped out and wow.....kekekk...i thing you are going to be heartbreak by reading this...well when i wrie the forward i cried alot kays....i'm trying to make a trailler but it  seems ike an epic fail to me....wowowoowoow....ikr i'm not talented to do traillers nor posters....but one thing...i LOVE WRITTING....well christmast is coming.....and i wanted to write a minyul fic....:) so this my present to flaming pearls......and i thinks this story is ending just right on Chrismast.....kekekeekekek so yeah...hope you guys liek my present.....chapeter 1 is in process...so yeah.....buhbye! i'll update soon!!!!!!!!!!kkekkekek.....but before that....

*take note...i do not owe minyul.....:) ^^ and this is just a fictional story...so dont be too drama to think yul has this sick thingy...lol its STORY OK STORY..kekkkekek....plus do not plagarised or i'll report you to police!(chey...now i'm dramatic...no okay kidding only....i will report you to my blacklisted box...ok...kidding...^^)

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