Hi, i am one of your readers back then in 2012 when you were Oriole Ensor. I only know you deleted your Oriole account, along with your works, i just found out Clozapine was reuploaded and i am actually 5 years late ?? Hahaha well, I am just so glad that I can read this story again. I remember, my 13 years old self crying over this fic and this fic inspired me to write novels--until now! Thank you for writing a beautiful fic. I hope you are fine and healthy at anywhere you are now. And i hope you don't quit writing <3 Once again, thank you oriole!

Chapter 8: Well then, Im Kyungsoo/water
Im not really crazy so to speak....
I just have a part of me who doubts everything, a pessimistic side which makes me question every decision and every action I do....
This story is abdolutely "hauntingly beautiful" *lies down on bed to calm my heart*

Thanks God , I am at the point I am crazy hallucinating read super good kaisoo psychological fanfic and can't show it to my friend
So you deletevit before hehe
This fanfic give me chill

Chapter 8: Oh my god... That was beautifully amazing

Chapter 8: i'm so shocked that i cant even coment. What a.. Well, dramatic fanfic. It was excelet,i loved to read it. You are awesome.

I'm glad you put this back up. I was devastated when you removed it. It's a beautiful story and a joy to re-read.

Chapter 8: Absolutely gorgeous and it emits such strong feelings! Kyungsoo's disease and hallucinations were really well-described and Jongin's infatuation was seen in the last chapter, and he loved Kyungsoo so much, that in the end, he couldn't live without him. I really like this pschycological story

Thanks for putting it back again. This is one of my ultimate favorites. I love your writing, I really do. Whatever reason that's keeping you from writing is okay and I respect that but I really want you to know that your writing is simply beautiful.

This story is so sad, yet so beautiful... Great job, author :)