He was always there ever since I can remamber , I thought he was one of my family but when my parents told me when i turned 9 that I’m too OLD to have imaginary friend I realized that no one can see my friend Sunggyu hyung ! 

he was always youth , but I just thought that skinny people dont age fast ! stupid but I was just a kid . 

a young VERY cool in his rock style clothes with torn jeans & lather jacket , he always dressed like going to a super fancy concert & he act like super idol too , I did not know that he (was) an idol , well a dead one . 

how can you react to such news ! that dude was my childhood baby sitter and play ground mate ! and now I found out that he is dead & we supposed not to talk to the dead and stuff ! I never realy notice , you can call me stupid (again) , but he was there ,as I got older his visits become less & shorter , coming to my room talking laughing then say goodby ! nothing to suspect and when my parents would came to see whome I’m talking to he would be long gone . so when said the whole (imaginary friend) you can tell that I did not believe them , actually I went mad at them to treat me as baby !

that night I couldnt sleep , anger & scared ... Sunggyu hyung are you a ghost ?

he laughed loud & I hush him : my parents will wake up !

Gyu : No , they will not .

I looked at him , eyes full with tears for I dont know why : hyung ! you are not ghost .

Gyu just smile & sit on my bed *which did not move because his light weight I thought* : Woohyunah ! I’m sorry

I cried at that moment , alot , my friend ,my hyung , the one who taught me alot was dead & I did not know but too late .

He never left but ever since his (visits) to me became less & shorter . i always saw at street , at corners , watching me smile & disappear . 

I did my research . found out that Kim Sunggyu was really an idol ! a big one ! almost 20 years since he left this life but his songs are really still alive that myself enjoy them alot . at least that explain his outfit that ghost looked better than me ! when he came to visit me we talked alot about his life , his band , I asked him alot why I only can see him ?  he said because I am special . I think Sunggyu hyung is special to but I did not tell him . 

he like to laugh alot , even at my stupid jokes , he said that Im funny but i dont think so , my hyung ghost now is SO wise ! he said that life taught him alot and even death ! and now he learned alot too from me ! I felt so proud .

and I asked him again before sleeping after chatting all night : why me only can see you hyung ? but i fall asleep before hearing his usual answer . am I really special ?!

some time his mood get bad , he sing all night out loud , only me can hear him but still that was noisy ! he kept ask me Do you remamber this song Woohyun ?     I did not know all his songs , I guess that upset him . I hated that I was not a good friend like him . 

at my 17 birthday i waited for him , he never missed my birthday , always came & sing to me The Happybirthday song , it just made my whole year goes better with his heavenly voice declare the begining of my new year . 

Gyu : Happy birthday Woohyuna , sorry I did not brought you a gift , well , sorry I never did ! 

I laugh ( well yeah ghost cant hold stuff I know that ) : its ok hyung ! you sang to me thats my favorite gift .

I sat on my bed , prepared my self for a long crazy fun chatting with my beloved hyung , yeah I dont spend my birthday with friends & party , it was like our yearly routine ! I played some music , danced , even imitate some of his band dance !

Gyu : you have his voice . 

Woohyun : whos voice ?! 

Gyu : my Woohyun . 

Woo : oooh ! you mean your band member ! well thats insult to him cause he had a great voice . 

Gyu : hhhhh No No really 

Woo : well then behalf of Woohyun name I thank you . 

that was meant to sound funny , I thought he will laugh at that alot , but he did not . his face went straight and say : dont make fun of that . 

it was summer and all that dancing got me sweeting but that moment the room went ice cold , a shiver run up my spinal .

Woo : Im sorry ! I did not mean to make fun of your dead friend . 

Gyu : He is not dead !! 

the room now become a fridge ! angry ghost was real 

Woo : Hyung ! Im sorry .. come on its freezin here . 

Gyu calm down & the room temperature came to normal again , I was afraid to speak at him , he never got angery like that before ! 

Gyu : you always asked me why you only can see me , Woohyuna ? 

Woo : yeah , I guess Im really special ! 

Gyu : you never remamber our songs , never remamber our life 

Woo : I listin to them all , its just hard to memorize them all . 

Gyu : Noo , I did not mean that , Woohyun . Why cant you remamber your past life ? 

Woo : I dont have one ! you dont believe in those things ! 

Gyu : God ! I’m a ghost Woohyun ! I think that open your mind to alot of possibilities !! 

Woo : I am Not your friend ! I dont even look like him !

Gyu :  what are you saying ! you are a copy of him ! dont look at the pictures I knew the man ! if you are an idol you would look exactly like him ! 

I did not know what to say , my ghost friend think I am his dead friend !! Gyu walk closer to me & I could feel a cool wind blow toward me 

Gyu :it does not matter if you dont remamber me , I do remamber our time , it just I thought that if we reborn we will stay togather , I did not know you would return with out me . 

my hyung was crying , and I was too , is it real ! am I him ! 

Gyu : Woohyuna , dont worry , we are infinte we will always stay friends its bond not even death can break it ! I will always know you I just wished you knew me , and I wish I never reborn if it mean I will forget everything . 

I looked throw my tears to my hyung , I wish I could hug him , I really needed a hug .

Gyu steps back away from me , still smiling : its really hard to visit you , you know , take alot of my energy ! well I guess I wont be able to come see you , old friend , maybe after long time . 

I walked to him , reach out my hand to him but hold nothing 

Woo : Noo No Hyung ! dont leave , you are my family , I will try hard to remamber 

GYu : woo it not that , Im just tierd , I will come back but I dont know when , I was waiting your birthday I did not want to leave before it , and this time I can give you a gift ! 

Gyu then move back really fast and hard , like small tornado that papers & clothes fly a round , then I found his gift , his hand print was imprint on the glass og my window , he will always be there for me , his print will always remind me . 

I became a singer , sing my favorite infinite songs and always dedicate it to my imaginary ghost hyung .

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I wont lie I cried , but more like because Im in cry mood , hope you are not cause this will ruin my day T^T

hope you enjoy it , my first one shot , its really long I guess 

till next time ... have sweet Gyu dreams