"Yah, Siwon-ah... what do you think of him? Isn't he just so beautiful?"

"Yes, he is. Very much, so beautiful." Siwon answered mentally. He can only give a nod as an answer and continued to watch his friend Hyukjae ogle at Donghae. 

Truthfully it wasn't planned. It all just happened that the next day he found himself listening to Hyukjae as he gushes over this boy he bumped into yesterday, narrating how he was mesmerized by him with his strong attitude despite the cute appearance. He agreed to tag along as his friend stalk the new apple of his eye and right then and there as he witness his best friend turn into a mush, he hears his heart breaking into pieces. It wasn't their plan to hurt him, until one day he found himself lying on the ground with a bloodied lips, hearing Hyukjae shout profanities at him and breaking their bond.

He should've chosen his heart breaking because of love and not this way, not when he knew Hyukjae only has him and their little brotherhood.

He should've chosen Hyukjae over Donghae instead. Hyukjae who is selfless when it comes to him.

He should've been the one who stayed away, not be the reason why his brother is leaving.