"This all what you want" the boy in front of him bring the batch of document envelope to the table

"What is this?" he asked but not take his eyes of the file in front of him

"File of professor background" he said with no challenge

“I think I clearly tell you that I need private professor and not this batch of file, Taemin ah” he said soften but clearly not good mood at all

“You should thanks me for finding this all this document for you and beside I don’t have time in to resolve your problem, Jinki si”

“Just call me Onew Taemin ah and …”

“If you don’t have anything to tell me I will excuse myself then” He said and bow than left the room immediately

“Huh!! He still cannot forgive me” He said with a weak smirk and can only gazed at the door that left open after the boy take his leave. Many of flashback flashed in front of him again ‘I hate you’ world still loudly shout in his ears

“How long you going to act like that to me?” he asked himself and sighed than gazed to the file in front of him again

“What is it, Onew?” he looked up when he hear the familiar voice

“Oh Teukie hyung you come?”

“Ohh and what is all about?” he asked and point to the document on the table

“Oh, this is all the IT and English Professor name that I asked Taemin to find for me?”

“You asked Taemin to find this all document? I don’t think so”

“Ok, I actually asked him to find private tutor but you know him, he will not do what I asked”

“So you should thank him that he still bring this file for you”

“That exactly what he said to me 5 minutes ago” the manager sigh but still smile

“How long you two going to be like this?”

“That what I want to ask him too but…”

“”But?” Leeteuk asked with a concern look

“Nothing” but the answer only out of the space

“Hummm it’s ok if you don’t want to said but this batch of document let me take a look and I will select the right person for you” he said with a kind smile that he always have on his face

“Thanks you hyung, you always the want that help me a lot since the day I step on this road oh no maybe before that” the super star looked down and thinking of the time that suffered him the most

“Why suddenly said this kind of cheesy words? It’s ok you are like my little brother so it’s the right thing to help you, isn’t it?” Jin ki can only smile back at the kind person in front of him, he always there when he need him, yes he is more than just manager to him and more like his real family instead

*****

‘hyung I’m scare’ the little boy cry out and hugged the older boy tighter in the darkness because of electricity were cut

“It’s ok, mom and dad will return soon”

“But you said this an hour ago and they still not come yet, I’m scare hyung” the little boy cry harder when he heard the thunder sound and the neighbor dog howling sound  

“Have hyung here Taemin ah, hyung will protect you ok?”

“Really? You will protect me?”

“Of course, beside I’m so strong you know”

“So promise me hyung, don’t leave me alone please” the boy pleading sound make the older boy’s heart sang

“I promise not leaving you no matter what, so stop crying and go to bad ok?”

“but I don’t want too, I hate you” a crying boy suddenly become serious and glancing at the older boy with a hated look

“Taemin what happen?” he try to catch the boy but it’s seem he can’t reach to the younger and suddenly he disappear from is sight

“No No Taemin ah NOOOOO”

“NOO!!!!” he shout till wake  himself up, he open his eyes but close back when the shine of morning sun shine bothered his vision

The same bad dream again, no more no less but the exactly the same old dream take over him every night

“I’m tired of this f**king dream of mine already, why I cannot over it” he groaned and cursed himself again

RingRingRing

The ringtone sound distracted him from the earlier mood

“Oh hyung”

“Onew ah get ready I will come to take to in 30 minutes later” the manager’s voice sounded at the other line

“Ok hyung I’ll get ready” he said weakly

“Are you ok? You sound like you don’t feel well”

“I’m ok just … just have a nightmare”

“Again? Hummm ok take some warm want and get yourself back, onew ah”

“Yes hyung I will and thanks you too”

“Humm I’m hang up now so hurry and get ready”

“Ok, see you hyung” and the end the line

‘Thank you’ word can only sincerely come out of his mouth when it’s come to Leeteuk or Taemin and no other else can get it but only the fake and acting skill his put on when it’s come to work can heared that too