That's how she feels, but where there's pain, there's also happiness... if she looks closely she can find what she needs by his side. 

Two completely different people met through their friends' connections. They didn't want anything other than having a good conversation, but things get complicated and they seem to be fated to bump into each other all the time. As they get used to be around one another, feelings start to grow messing up with their minds. 

Kris: Scorpio, 90 liner... inside, cold guy image outside, caring, sweet, straight forward with his feelings and a protective friend. He is an idol and has not that friendly vibe when you first see him, but after getting to know him more, he's just as goofy as a four year old boy. He knows how to be serious, though. 

SooYoung: Virgo, 94 liner, a huge mess  inside, cute image outside, caring, not really sweet, confused about her feelings. She's most times scared about her own feelings, she tries to hide everything from everyone and sometimes even from herself, if that is possible. She's had a tough life, but it never stopped her from also being happy, from smiling, from having fun. But when she turns 18, her life seems to get upside down and there's nothing she can do about, so she just runs away from home. As she's face with the adult life, needing to take care of herself without her family's help, she encouters loneliness, fear and panic attacks. 

 They both combined are "The venom and the antidote" and by that, we can assume that one will always need the other to exist, they just need to admit it. 

 

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When SooYoung found her safeness on the embrace of loneliness, she was fine. She told herself ever since she was little that being alone wasn’t a big deal, it was actually a perk. Having to deal only with herself, do whatever she wanted without worrying about someone’s feelings... That was incredibly appealing to her, because when SooYoung falls for someone, she falls completely.

When she gives herself the right to love, when SooYoung convinces her own mind that she will be alright even with her guard down, then that person has everything she is... And that’s how it happened to them.

She didn’t intend to fall for somebody at that point of her life, after so many bad experiences, SooYoung was already convinced that nobody else would have her heart ever again... But she was wrong.

There was one day, when her eyes met his eyes and they locked for a second. That second changed everything. But of course, it wasn’t like a fairytale, she wasn’t already head over heels for him, however, he caught her attention, and for her... That was already something to be in allert about.

There was some other day when she saw Kris' smile and it was like a punch to her face, she felt dizzy and her heart itchy and it doesn’t make sense, does it?  A heart itching? That is exactly why that’s how that feeling must be described... Because feeling that way about his smile wasn’t making sense at all.

Along the way she discovered his body little by little, she caught herself getting more and more interested about him, everything yelled “danger” but SooYoung didn’t care, because she was rational and just having a sneak peak wasn’t going to hurt, right? Eh, wrong. His hands were the most beautiful pair of hands she’s ever seen, and having beautiful hands was something so attractive for her eyes, it was as attractive as a smile in her point of view. Then his long and strong legs... She could just ask to the skies “WHY?” because everything about him was screaming her name, trying to get her attention. Kris wasn’t even that handsome, but every detail, every gesture, every smile, every time he laughed and that rusky sound filled her ears, she would lose her mind... She lost control that’s how she stumbled on her own feelings. When she paid too much attention to him she didn’t take care of herself and then she couldn’t refrain her own feelings of growing stronger and running out of her own hands, she couldn’t stop it anymore... It was too late, she was already lying on the cold floor with a bleeding nose, a warm heart and a confused mind.

After she heard Kris' laugh for the fifty time, SooYoung understood that it was impossible to go back and throw away all those feelings that were already growing roots inside her. She was a fish trapped inside a fish net being taken by the fisherman to his boat.

He was the fisherman and his boat were his strong arms... Although SooYoung should feel suffocated, she felt like she belonged there... And maybe if she hide  how she felt, then SooYoung could enjoy herself a little and feel no guilt at all, because nobody would acuse her of being a liar about her beliefs if nobody knew she was breaking her own rules and falling in love. And that was the plan until there.

Hide... She just needed to hide everything.