Startled, I pulled back

"What do you think you're doing."

He smirked, " Isn't this what you wanted?"

"No, it's not" I said sternly, "You're the one who said you weren't interested in me. You even clarified a second ago."

"I know. I don't, but what's the problem?"

"That. That's the problem. You just kissed me." My first kiss... " And you don't give a "

"Okay. Then I change my mind. I like you."

I laughed, "How is it that you change your mind so quickly. Do you know for how long I've liked you? It's been months. I finally bring up the courage to ask you. ME the girl, to ask YOU the guy to homecoming? Do you know how many restless nights I've been through to finally bring up the courage to confess to you?!? How is it so easy for you to, to just change your mind like that? To come and suddenly.. Kiss me like that.." 

Tears dared to drop from my eyes.

"I know that I said no. I know I rejected you. But that was then. This is now. I didn't just change my mind. I've thought it over and over too. It's not just you." He said, bringing me into his arms

I pushed away, "Get away from me." Hold on to me..

"I don't know if you don't need me anymore." He firmly spoke, "But I need you."

I stared into his eyes, " Bull."

I closed the door and fell to the floor. 

What did I just do..? I just blew off every chance I had with him.

-------The next morning-------

"Mom, I'm leaving!" I screamed

"Have a good day honey!!" 

I ran out through the door, but....

"T-Taemin.. what are you..."

"I said I needed you. I'm not moving a step until you say yes." He said faintly

I could see, or thought to see the longing in his eyes

"Then good luck. I guess I won't see you at school today." I said, walking away

I wanted to run back to him and tell him yes, that I felt the same, that he was all I thought about. But... I couldn't, my feet just kept going forward

"EunYoung" I felt a warm embrace, "I need you." 

His arms were tightly grabbing my waist

I smiled, " I need you too."

I can't take it anymore. I want him and that's the truth. There's a tugging somewhere, telling me to stop. To take it back and just run. To not look back and just run.

But I made up my mind. My mind wants him, he's all I've been thinking about. This is the chance.. and.. I'm going to take it.