His eyebrow was raised as he asked the question, "What's not the point Kim Jongin? The fact that you lied to me?" Taemin spoke in a monotone voice, emotions along with the color drained off his face. No signs of the previous hurt and anger on his face were apparent, almost as if a iron wall had risen up to hide any sings of hurt. Jongin realized that this is what he did in order to protect himself from those who wanted to see him hurt. He realized that this was how he acted around his mom, around old friends that would use words against him viciously, around prying therapists and grief counselors who may have been trying to help, but they weren't wanted or welcomed. Taemin was pushing him away, cutting him out, and it hurt more than anything he had ever experienced before. It hurt more than a thousand knives slowly carving out his soul and burning it slowly in flames. He would know, given that it had happened before. It wasn't pleasant, but Jongin would take that in a heartbeat compared to where he was now. His only friend was disowning him, leaving him to fend for himself for the first time.

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Hi, so this is my first story, and I would really appreciate feedback on my writing, so if you happen to come across this and have extra time, please tell me how you feel about my writing is and,how to make it better. Both Exo and SHINee will be included in this story, along with my ships in the two. (Hunhan, Baekyeol, Xiuchen, Sulay, Taoris, and Jongkey. Poor Kyungsoo, Minho, and Onew are exluded from ships because I don't have the heart to write them with someone else. sorry) Exo will have their powers they had in the MAMA MV. That's about it. My writing is horrible read at your own risk.