Final

because im afraid

Taeyeon is now having her lunch with her old friends. that is including her long time bestfriend slash crush. 

they were friends since high school, college till now where as they are already working 

lets introduce them first one by one...

Kim Taeyeon. she is now a successful solo singer in South Korea under SM entertainment. she has most of hit songs and her album always received an awards. she's being recognized as the singer who have ability to sing very well especially for Movie's or Drama's OST. every musicians are rushing to get her to have a collaboration

Tiffany Hwang. she is the famous model. her faces everywhere. whatever popular magazines, you'll see her face as the covers. she is wanted not only in Korea but also other countries like Japan, China and more to do a photoshoot for their magazines cover. she is well known with her beautiful eyesmile 

Jessica Jung. the stunning CEO of Blanc and Eclare. she owned her own fashion brand. she is a talented fashion designer. she may looks cold like ice as people called her as ice princess but she is honestly such an amazing and warm-hearted person. she also work as a model and got many offers to do a photoshoot

Choi Sooyoung. the popular actress in Korea, known as shikshin as well. her movies are all too damn good. her dramas received lots of positive feedback. she won the most popular actress of the year for every years. sometimes she would also do modelling especially if its involved with Jessica Jung

Kwon Yuri. she is now a successful businesswoman. she opened her own gym and pools. she participated in any swimming competition events and always won 1st or 2nd place, but most of it is 1st place. she's also famous with her hot tanned body that attracts attention which also the reason why she got the offer to do some photoshoots like her friends for magazines

Im Yoona. Sooyoung's partner in acting field. also the best actress along with Sooyoung. if Sooyoung always won the most popular actress of the year, then her? well.. Yoona won the best female actress awards every years and also the best couple awards with her male partner in her Movies or Dramas

Lee Sunny. she is the Radio's DJ. people know her very well. she is known with her funny and cute attitude. she also work under the top agency which is SM, same as Taeyeon and sometimes she would appeared in any TV variety programs. people know who is she and who're her friends

Seo Juhyun or Seohyun. the most innocent one out of the rest of her friends. the smartest and too kind-hearted. she write music and lyrics, the youngest musician and works with Kim Taeyeon. her song featuring Taeyeon achieved an all-kill in music charts. she is successful too, next to Taeyeon but she preferred to produce songs than singing and she is also under SM

Kim Hyoyeon. well known as the dancing queen or dancing machine. always there in Taeyeon's MV to do the dancing part as highlight with Taeyeon. known as Taeyeon's best dance partner also. she owned a huge exclusive bar & club. got lots of friends from entertainment industries which making her also got the attentions of the media and public

now now, thats enough. lets continue the story, shall we?

so yeah, they were now having a gathering after being busy for 6 months and a half

"so Sunny, you will have Taeyeon as a guest on your Radio program? when?", Yuri asked

"uh huh. im waiting for Taeyeon's manager to confirm it to us when will Taeyeon be there as a guest", Sunny replied

"dont forget to inform us about the date", Yuri said

"ok"

"so guys, are you free for this upcoming few months?", Yoona asked them

"why?", Sooyoung asked with full with foods

"you just keep quiet and eat, just listen to what we're talking about", Jessica scolded Sooyoung but with soft voice. Sooyoung grinned and nodded happily after Jessica wiped Sooyoung's mouth with napkin

"seriously guys, when will you both reveal your relationship to public?", Yuri asked Soosic

"i dont mind when. i'll just follow what Sica want", Sooyoung answered quickly which made her received a slap on her arm then she pouted at Jessica

"i said you just eat. and Yuri, i will find the right time to do so", Jessica said

Jessica and Sooyoung have been in a relationship for almost 2 years now. that is 2 years after Jessica officially became the CEO of Blanc and Eclare and around 3 years after Sooyoung debuted as an actress

Sooyoung have always admire Jessica since high school, and she already love her silently since then. only Taeyeon and Yuri knows about that at that time because Sooyoung wanted to keep it as a secret. but as they growing up and entered the college, Sooyoung felt insecure when many boys and girls tried to hit on Jessica so she decided to confess

Jessica was shocked at first but because Sooyoung is her friend, she asked for some times to think and to confirm her own feeling. and after they graduate and became successful, Sooyoung then find a free time to confess again where then Jessica already confirmed about her feelings so she accepted Sooyoung

they all know that Sooyoung is head over heels for Jessica. Sooyoung is loyal to only Jessica, no matter how hard other actress or actor trying to flirt with her, her heart wouldnt change even for just a bit. she is only for Jessica. while Jessica? they may see Jessica looks like she doesnt love Sooyoung that much but Jessica just didnt know how to show her real feelings. through all the fight, scold and anger that Jessica throw at Sooyoung.. Sooyoung still can understand and know Jessica's true feelings

because of Sooyoung's understanding, Jessica fall more and more. Jessica never found someone as pure as Sooyoung. Sooyoung can understand her without her saying anything to Sooyoung. Sooyoung can love her more than anyone else could. Sooyoung can be everything she need

that is just how beautiful their relationship are. and they're making their friends envy more of them

"how about you Yuri? when will you and Yoona get together?", Sunny asked so sudden and made Yoonyul choked on their food, causing the rest to burst out laughing at them

this is the other thing. Yuri and Yoona have feelings for each other. in fact, they are in love with each other but both were just too shy to make a move. but Yuri is waiting for Yoona to have a break from her busy schedule to spend more time together so that she could do something about them

"unnie, i think you shouldnt ask that. im sure they will find the right time", Seohyun being a good maknae saved the situation

"aigoo, our maknae is the best", Hyoyeon pinched Seohyun's cheeks while smiling since she is next to Seohyun

"unniiiieeee", Seohyun whined cutely and Hyoyeon just laughed

"ok stop playing with maknae Hyo. now Tiffany, i heard that Nichkhun guy is hitting on you. is that true?", Sunny asked

hearing it, Taeyeon stopped eating. then she continued to eat slowly but listening carefully

"oh, Nichkhun? 2pm's Nichkhun?", Yoona asked

"yes him", Sunny answered

"so Tiff do you like that singer?", Jessica asked

"hmm.. i dont know him that well so.. i dont really know guys", Tiffany shrugged

they then continued talking about random things but there are 3 people who're not able to focus on what they're talking about

'omo, i hope Taeng doesnt feel bad about this' -Yuri

'i have to talk with Taeyeon after this' -Sooyoung

'ottoke?' -Taeyeon

but unknown to them, a pair of eyes are watching them seriously

'what did you three hide from us huh? especially you Taeyeon' -Sunny

 


 

 

After a month and 2 days, news about media spotted Tiffany and Nichkhun met at a certain restaurant is spreading. people began to think that they are dating each other or have a special relationship

Yuri is still sleeping when she heard her phone ringing loudly, so she picked it up with eyes still closed

"hmm?", she answered lazily

"KWON YURI! OPEN YOUR EYES AND WAKE UP WILL YA?! WE NEED TO SEE TAEYEON NOW!"

hearing Sooyoung's panic voice, Yuri shot her eyes opened widely and told her to meet immediately 

"damn those news!", Yuri cursed and hissed when she saw some notifications through her phone

 

while at the other side...

 

Kim Taeyeon POV

i dont know for how many times i've sighing now. i dont know if its true or not. but.. for what reason Tiffany met Nichkhun? ofcourse because she like him too, right? if she dont, she wouldnt go

i turned off my mobile phone. im sick of reading the news. i dont want to hear more. im hurt enough knowing about that

im supposed to go to studio now to record my new song, but it had been cancelled due to some problems. its ok then i dont need to go out in my not so good mood today

maybe i should get some sleep to rest my mind. yeah i thi-

*ring ring*

ah, who's calling me through this home's phone

 

Me: yeoboseyo?

Sunny: yah Kim Taeyeon!

Me: oh. Sunny? wae?

Sunny: why the hell that you turned off your mobile phone huh?

Me: mianhe. why? is there anything i need to know?

Sunny: aish. you need to be here today. dont you remember?

Me: where? i thought i only have one schedule and that is to record a new song at studio

Sunny: pabo! you're my guest for today! havent your manager tell you?

Me: what??! i didnt know Sunny ah. really

Sunny: nevermind but here im telling you, you should be here in 2 hours! im gonna kill you if you dont come. k bye

 

" yah yah yah! yah! Sunny!! argh!"

i rubbed my face with my palms and ruffled my hair. aish, just when i want to lock myself in my home-

*ding dong!*

now what! i opened the door harshly 

"oh god!"

its Yuri and Sooyoung

"yah! is that how you treat your friend?", Yuri asked madly

"im sorry. i thought someone else is coming. why are you both here?"

"we're here to-'

"oh Taeyeon!"

and thats.. my manager

"im so sorry! i forgot to inform you that you have a radio show to attend for today", he bowed towards Yuri and Sooyoung after that

"its ok. do we have to go now?"

"yeah but you should change first and fix yourself"

"arasso, can you just wait at the car oppa?  i'll be having Yuri and Sooyoung to help me getting ready"

"alright then"

he bowed again before he left

"come in guys"

"im gonna doing my make up and change my clothes. i'll be fast ok"

"wait. dont you need your stylist?", Sooyoung asked

"naaah. i wont be needing her. im not gonna appear on TV anyways. its just a radio show so i'll be wearing a simple make up"

Sooyoung then nodded

"arasso. go, or you'll be late", Yuri told me. 

after done fixing everything, i went to sit with Soori in my living room

"so, whats bring you here?", i asked

"this is about Tiffany", Sooyoung said

i nodded. yea, they are the only friends that know about my feelings

"what do you have in mind now Taeng?", Yuri asked

"i dont know guys. honestly, i feel like that i was too late already but at the same time, i want to push myself to confess even if its late for me to do so"

"i think its the right thing to do Taeyeon ah. just confess, we'll be on your back and keep supporting you. no matter whatever Tiffany will say, we'll always here for you", Sooyoung said

i smiled at them

"thankyou guys. im so thankful to have you both"

"sure. now can we go with you?"

"yeah, come on"


 

Taeyeon POV

im here now at Sunny's radio show. Yuri and Sooyoung are waiting outside but they're looking at me and Sunny through the transparent glass window 

they mouthed 'fighting' with a gesture and do some dorky dance that managed to make me laugh a bit

"Taeyeon ah, we will start soon", Sunny told me

"dae"

for the introduction, Sunny asked me to introduce myself which im kinda used to do already. we're talking about my previous album, my achievements and also my upcoming new album that will be release soon

we also listened to few songs, some of it was my songs too. and then we talked again about my daily life and answer some questions fans asked

"so Taeyeon sshi... do you somehow.. have someone special? you know your fans are curious about this. as you've never open up about your love life either you have one or not"

i know this question might appear whenever im on TVs, Radios or any other shows but i didnt expect Sunny would be the one who's asking this question on public

i looked at her and her face is showing me that she is not joking at all and really serious

"i.. i never been into any kind of special relationship till now", i can see Sunny is nodding, showing that i should continue

"i think.. its time to reveal one thing about me that i've been hiding it from my fans. i know some of you would maybe disappointed or what, but i just want to be honest about myself with you all so i hope you will accept me for whoever i am", i said

"what is it that you want to tell us Taeyeon sshi?", Sunny asked

"i dont know if im straight or not. i do like boys and no i dont like girls but.. there is one particular person and she kinda has my heart. what im trying to say here is.. she's the only girl that i like in a special way"

"so you meant you dont like girls. but because of this one girl, you dont like any other boys and not straight anymore"

"yea.. i think so yea"

"wow. everyone.. this must be a shocking news especially to those who've been shipping Kim Taeyeon with some other male singers"

i smiled awkwardly at Sunny

"so uhm.. if you dont mind. can you tell more about this special someone and also your feelings for her?", Sunny asked me

i think for a while. all i could see in my head is Tiffany's eyesmile

"i have no idea how i've fallen for her. it happened naturally. i mean.. one day, i suddenly feel something for her. like.. my heart pounding so hard when she's near. im happy with her around me. and when she's not around, im missing her like crazy..."

"i think its right to say that i've been loving her secretly through all these times", i added

"ooo.. can you describe her?"

i smiled sincerely at Sunny's question. and then all those sweet moments with Tiffany comes right into my mind

 

"Taaaaeee... lets take a picture with me!!!", Tiffany grabbed my wrist and smiled to the camera

 

"she have such a pretty smile that makes my heart melt. everytime she smile, i would smile too. she's more beautiful when smiling", i said

 

"Fany ah.. slow down. im tired"

"aw come on Tae! im hungryyyyy"

 

"she's the only girl who i found still cute even when she's whining or angry"

 

"whats wrong fany??? did something happen? why did you cry?"

"T-Tae.. i.. i accidentally cutted my finger with a knife", Tiffany sobbed

 

"she.. she looks like a cute little baby when she's crying. even if its just a simple thing that made she cried, i would still be there for her and rushed to her even if its in the middle of the night"

i smiled weakly at Sunny

"and everynight i'll be hoping that she dont find out how much its killing me to love her silently for years", i chuckled bitterly

"why.. did you hide your feelings?"

"she's just too precious. i dont want to lose her. i dont want her to push me away. i dont want her to drift apart from me. its hurting me when she's not near, so i wouldnt take the risk. i need her in my life even if i have to hide this feelings forever", i expressed my feelings

"but dont you feel like want to confess nowadays?"

"i wanted to.. but i cant"

"why?"

i looked down and swallowed my saliva. the news about KhunFany just came to my mind so sudden

"because im afraid...", i answered in a low and weak tone

i think Sunny noticed my sudden mood changes that she quickly change the topic professionally

'because im afraid.. because im afraid..' 

yeah, because im afraid.. i never did something to confess to her. i hate myself for that

"alright. Kim Taeyeon will be singing one of her song, live. after saying goodbye. Taeyeon sshi, thankyou for coming! i hope we can meet here again next time"

"dae gomawo for inviting me as a guest for today. i would be glad to come again. and thankyou to all of my fans that has been supporting me from beginning. saranghae"

"thats all for today guys. see you tomorrow everyone. ok enjoy listening to Kim Taeyeon singing live with her song.. Can you hear me"

i stood up and went to the space where the spot for me to sing that have been prepared already

i sang my heart out with eyes closed, i've poured all my feelings and emotions while singing. for the first time in my life, i feel a lot more better after i let it all out

after im done. i went outside and Soori hugged me immediately

"you did great there buddy", Yuri said

"everything's gonna be alright", Sooyoung said

i dont know why but i just finally burst into tears as im hugging them more tight. i need them. i need their strength to endure this pain

"its ok. you can cry", Sooyoung whispered while Yuri nonstop patting my back gently

i heard Sunny asked the staffs here to leave us alone and when i heard the sound of the door, i assumed that they really left

after i've stopped crying, i broke the hug and wiped my tears. Sunny approached me to give me tissues

"who is it Taeyeon ah?", Sunny asked me softly

i looked at Soori, they just smiled at me and nodded

"Fany..", i whispered but they all heard me because they're near me

and in a second, Sunny hugged me this time

"pabo. why are you this stupid huh? hiding your feelings like that and pretending that you're strong and just fine?"

i smiled hearing Sunny scolded me

"you should have just confess you know", she said

"i'll be fine Sunny ah. i have Yuri and Sooyoung to cheer me up. you know how dorky they are", i replied and grinned

"you two come here!"

"ow ow! yaaaaah let us go!", Soori whined when Sunny pulled their ears

"thats for not telling me about this. aish! seriously"

i laughed and put my hand on Sunny's shoulder to stop her from hurting Soori

"let them go. its not their fault Sunny ah"

"fine", Sunny sighed and released them

"what now Taeyeon? will you keep silent again?", she asked

"i dont know"

"do you guys think Tiffany know about this?", Yuri suddenly asked

"Hyo texted me before you three came. she said she'll be listening to my Radio's FM date with Taeyeon. and she's currently with Tiffany, Jessica, Yoona and Seohyun. so even if Tiffany is too dumb to know, Seohyun is just too smart to figure it out. beside.. you know our Jessica right? she's more smart than any of us so she would know too", Sunny replied

i gulped. oh my god, what if they really find out huh? what if Tiffany knows? 

"if Sica knows i've been hiding this behind her back. im dead", Sooyoung also looked panic

"nah uh. you and Taeng would be dead", Yuri said calmly

"wae?", Soo and i asked together

"first.. Soo you know Jessica doesnt like it if you hide anything from her since you are her girlfriend. second.. Taeng, you asked Soo to not telling anyone including her. for sure you both would be in trouble facing Jessica sooner or later"

"yah! dont add more burden to meeee", i yelled

"i am not Taeng but...", Yuri paused and sighed

"listen. no matter what happens, im here right beside you. so dont be afraid. you have to face Tiffany and tell her everything Taeng. and about Jessica? Sooyoung can handle her", Yuri said

"Taeng.. we're here for you", Sooyoung said

"dont give up. there's no harm to try", Sunny said

"uwaaa... i love you allllll", i pulled them all and shared a group hug with them. we laughed and i feel so good now to have them, in addition to it.. Sunny is now also supporting me like Soori. 


 

 None POV

only the sounds of aircond and car's engine could be heard right at this time in Taeyeon's car . the four of them were now heading to Jessica's mansion after Hyoyeon called asking them to come

everyone were in such a deep thoughts that no one bother to talk 

they were still like that until they arrived at their destination

"come in unnies", Yoona smiled a little when she opened the door

now all 9 of them were sitting in the living room. Jessica is with Tiffany on one couch. Yoona, Seohyun and Hyoyeon sat together. acrossed them.. Taeyeon, Yuri, Sooyoung and Sunny on one long couch. 

"mind to explain now?", Jessica asked coldly

"explain about what?", Taeyeon being brave asking back

"i dont want to waste even just a second here Taeyeon. im sure you know what is it"

Taeyeon sighed and looked down. she couldnt say it now, especially when Tiffany is now with them

"or you have something to say too Choi Sooyoung? hm?", Jessica asked with a straight serious face

"Sica ah, lets talk privately", Sooyoung said as she dont want to make the situation hard for Taeyeon

"no. just talk here. we're all friends. everyone have the RIGHT TO KNOW", Jessica replied

"pls Sica..", Sooyoung tried to plead

"fine let me say something then. You, Choi Sooyoung.. are lying to me all these times? oh no you didnt but you were hiding something from me. where are all the promises you made huh? did you forget already? who am i? am i really your girlfriend? i feel stupid to not know about this matter you know. my own girlfriend were hiding it from me"

"Sica ah. i have my reason"

"yea dont blame her. its me who asked her to not telling it to anyone", Taeyeon butted in

"well she should have think about how would i feel!", Jessica stood up and she is now burst out in anger

"Jessica please.. this is not her fault. dont be mad at her", Taeyeon said

"huh. easy for you to say Taeyeon. she should have known me better. in fact, all of you know me too well. i hate being left out like this, especially by my OWN GIRLFRIEND!"

"im sorry. we're sorry. i promised i wont ask Sooyoung to hide anything more from you. please stop ok?"

"no! im still not ok with everything that just happened!!"

Sooyoung took a deep breathe and sighed heavily after she heard Jessica's loud yelled

"then what do you want now Sica?", Sooyoung still tried her best to stay calm

"thats it? really? thats all you said after what you did to me?", Jessica asked sarcastically with her cold face

"THEN WHAT?! WHAT SHOULD I SAY??? TELL ME!"

everyone were shocked and startled when they heard Sooyoung yelled out loud at Jessica. especially Jessica. because this is the first time ever Sooyoung yelled at her girlfriend

"Soo.. stop", Taeyeon tried to calm her but Sooyoung pulled her arm from Taeyeon's grasp

"what huh? what did i do? its not like im cheating behind your back or having a second lover or something! why do you have to make this as the big matter?! you know what? i think we need a break. you need to really learn how to understand someone else! im trying my best to do everything Sica, everything for you! but only because i just wanted to keep my promise with Taeyeon my bestfriend, you treated me like this?!"

"then how about your promise with me?!!!!", Jessica yelled back

"ok fine! lets just break up! right here! right now! happy now? huh? Jessica Jung?"

the rest of them gasped when that sentences are out from Sooyoung's mouth

"know what? just... do whatever you want!"

after saying that last words, Sooyoung dashed outside to leave the place

"ah.. Soo! wait!", Yuri immediately run to chase Sooyoung

now all that are left there were looking at Jessica who's now crying. Taeyeon wanted to approach her but Yoona stopped her

"unnie.. you should go check on Soo unnie and Yuri. we're here for Jessica unnie"

Taeyeon nodded and she glanced towards Tiffany who is now trying to stop Jessica from crying

"pls look after them Yoong ah. im counting on you"

"dae"

Seohyun and Hyoyeon decided to just stay and help to comfort Jessica. while Sunny followed Taeyeon leaving the mansion

Taeyeon brought them back to her home because she dont want to leave her friends alone after what happened

"Yuri ah, you can sleep with Sooyoung in the guest room. Sunny.. do you want to sleep with me or you want to sleep in another guest room?", Taeyeon talked once they got into her place

"im fine sleeping alone Taenggo ya", Sunny replied

"ok... umm, Soo.. are you.. ok?", Taeyeon asked slowly. Soo just nodded weakly

"i need to sleep now", Sooyoung said lowly and headed to the guest room

"Yul, please make sure she sleep well", Taeyeon said

"arasso Taeng. are you sure you're fine?"

"im fine.  just please, make sure Soo is ok"

"i will. dont worry"

now only Sunny and Taeyeon in the living room

"i dont think its the right time for me to confess to Tiffany"

"wae???"

"Sunny ah.. because of me, Soosica's relationship is ruined. now i feel guilty", Taeyeon said sadly

"we all know how much Sooyoung love Jessica. i need to do something Sunny ah. Sooyoung cant live without her", Taeyeon continued

"but how? she broke up with her already"

"she didnt mean it. i know Sooyoung. i dont want her to regret of what she did. so im gonna help her first before im going to settle my own problem"

"ok.. as always. im with you"

"gomawo Sunny ah"


 

at the next morning.. Taeyeon woke up early and when she left her room, she found Sooyoung is standing at the balcony looking blankly at the outside

"Soo", Taeyeon called her

when Sooyoung turned around, Taeyeon gasped as she saw how bad Sooyoung's eyes look like. it can tell that Sooyoung have been crying too much

"hey..", Taeyeon walked towards her and looked at her with worry

"Sooyoung ah.."

hearing Taeyeon's soft voice made Sooyoung's tears rolling down again

"T-Taeng.. i-i..."

Sooyoung then fall down and now on her knees, she's crying so hard while covering her face with her palms

"i.. i dont wanna lose her Taeng"

Taeyeon's heart feel hurt too seeing her bestfriend crying in pain like that

"pp-please.. i l-love her so much", Sooyoung cried harder

Taeyeon bite her lips and kneel down. she wrapped her both arms around Sooyoung and hugged her gently

"you will never lose her. this i promise you. just trust me", Taeyeon caressed Sooyoung hair as she let Sooyoung continued crying on her shoulders

"shh.. its ok, its ok..", Taeyeon whispered at Sooyoung

and without them knowing, Yuri and Sunny witnessed everything. Yuri wiped her tears and walked away with a heavy heart

'im so useless. i cant do anything for you both' Sunny thought as she went back to the guest room

 

on the other side..

Jessica is sobbing in her room, holding a frame with a picture of her with Sooyoung

"i know i never show it to you but... S-Soo.. i really love you. c-come back"

Tiffany, Yoona and Seohyun are in the kitchen preparing some breakfast for all of them. they dont want to disturb Jessica as they know she needs some time alone


 

its afternoon already. after calming down Sooyoung, Taeyeon asked Yuri to takecare of her while she will be gone to meet Jessica. Sunny already left because she have a schedule. luckily Sooyoung and Yuri is still on their free days

"are you sure you can do it alone Taeng?", Yuri asked

"yes. dont worry. just wish me luck"

"ok, call me up if something happens"

"hm i will. make sure she will eat when she wake up Yul"

"dae"

it didnt took too much time for Taeyeon to arrive at Jessica's mansion. she sighed first before she knocked on the door

"yes? oh-"

surprisingly, it was Tiffany who opened the door. Taeyeon is nervous but she hide it

"hi Fany ah", Taeyeon smiled

"h-hi..", Tiffany doesnt know why she suddenly stuttered talking to Taeyeon

"can i see Jessica? i need to talk to her"

"oh. yeah. she's in her room. you can just go to her room. its not locked", Tiffany said

"thanks.."

and when Taeyeon is passing by Tiffany, she stopped and looked at Tiffany

"you're not busy around this week?", Taeyeon asked. Tiffany shook her head

"alright. we'll have some talk soon. is it ok?"

"ok"

Taeyeon smiled again and left to Jessica's room. Tiffany bite her bottom lips and hold her chest

"am i nervous because i know she have feelings for me?", Tiffany asked herself but then she shrugged

while Taeyeon...

"fuh, i almost faint in front of her", Taeyeon rubbed her chest to slow down her heart beat. and then she stopped and opened Jessica's door slowly

there she saw Jessica on her bed, sobbing and being miserable

"Jessica.."

Jessica then turned her head slowly to look at Taeyeon

"what are you doing here?", Jessica asked with her hoarse voice

Taeyeon then went towards her and sit at the end of her bed

"i came to talk to you. please listen till i finish. can you?"

jessica just nodded and looked down

"i know i was wrong. we both were. i shouldnt have ask Sooyoung to keep a secret behind your back and Sooyoung too shouldnt have agreed"

"i.. im not really mad about that.. i u-understand you're her bestfriend t-that she did that.."

"then what's making you angry?", Taeyeon asked

"i just.. i just want her to apologise Taeyeon ah. to promise me she will never did it again. b-but.. i guessed, i failed to show what i want her to do. and instead of that, she.. she-", Jessica cry again.Taeyeon quickly moved to hug Jessica

"she broke up with me Taeyeon ah.. we broke up", Jessica cried

Taeyeon smiled secretly and patted Jessica's back

'these two. they really love each other so much', Taeyeon said in her mind

"please stop crying. i dont want to face another crying friend because of the breaking up"

Jessica sniffed and looked up at her after pulling away from Taeyeon's hug

"what do you mean?", Jessica asked. Taeyeon smiled

"Soo have been crying too since yesterday you know. she even refused to eat"

"idiot. why broke up with me if she still love me", Jessica muttered and pouted with her angry face which is totally looking so cute. Taeyeon chuckled and shook her head

"i will talk to her. do you still love her too?", Taeyeon asked. Jessica nodded vigorously

'oh god Soo. i didnt know your ice girlfriend is actually cute like this. kekeke this is so rare to see', Taeyeon said again in her mind

"and then you should stop crying and fix yourself. you look like a mess. im afraid if Sooyoung see you like this, she thought you've turned into a monster. keep yourself pretty so she wouldnt falling out of love when she see you again", Taeyeon tried her luck of not getting killed because of joking like that

"YAAAAAAH!!!!!", Jessica screamed and Taeyeon jumped and fall to the floor, hard

"JESS!"

"SICA UNNIE!"

Tiffany, Hyoyeon, Yoona and Seohyun burst into her room with panic face

"what happened?", Tiffany asked

"ow... Sica you.. ouch!", Taeyeon winced in pain and rubbed her

"thats for making fun of me!", Jessica puffed her cheeks and crossed her arms

Taeyeon pouted cutely. unknowingly, Tiffany smiled seeing Taeyeon like that

"are you ok unnie?", Seohyun asked as she helping Taeyeon to get up

"im fine. gomawo", Taeyeon smiled

"i hope my ears will not have any damage", Taeyeon said

"do you want to die huh Kim?", Jessica glared at her

"no thanks!", Taeyeon answered immediately with scared face

the girls laughed at the scene and Tiffany just smiled

"so.. umm, im gonna go now. and Jessica, i will call you later ok?"

"ok.."

"alright. guys, im going home now. make sure to keep the ice princess alive k?", Taeyeon joked again which made they laughed

"Kim Taeyeon", Jessica said sternly

"arasso arasso. aish", Taeyeon then approached Tiffany

"Fany ah.. i really want to talk about something with you but.. i hope you will wait"

"yes Taetae"

Taeyeon feel glad that she see Tiffany is giving her usual eyesmile at her, so thats mean.. Tiffany doesnt hate her

"thankyou. see you"

"see you too"


 

Taeyeon POV

now it is 5:12pm. we were going to Jessica's mansion. i told Sooyoung to fix her relationship. she refused at first but.. yeah let me just tell the story

 

Flashback..

"Soo. you need to go and see Jessica. fix all of this mess"

"nooo.. i.. what if she dont wanna talk to me anymore"

"just try first ok. you love her right?"

"i do but Taeng-"

"then fix it. you told me you dont wanna lose her. you should talk to her then"

Sooyoung pouted and looked down. Yuri put her hand on Sooyoung's left shoulder

"just go Soo", she said

i approached them and stood in front of Sooyoung. i put both of my palms on her cheeks to make her look at me. her eyes are teary now

"Soo, you and Yuri always tell me that you both will always be by my side to support me through everything. and now, let me pay for your kindness. i am here for you Soo. Yuri too. we will be right beside you. so lets go and see Jessica. she is your life, get her back", i said sweetly

"Taeyeon ah..", she sobbed

"lets go to Jessica's mansion. hm?"

and finally, she nodded and agreed

 

End of Flashback.

 

 

as we arrived, Yoona opened the door for us. she said Jessica is still in her room, so i told Soo to go to her room and she obeyed

"so Yuri.. i think you should talk to Yoona too", i said 

"dae?!", Yuri is looking so funny right now. her eyes were wide opened and she looks taken aback

"NOW", i said firmly and stared deeply at her. she gulped and nodded vigorously before pulling Yoona's wrist and bring her to the kitchen

so now it is only me and Tiffany because Yoona told us earlier that Hyo attended a meeting regarding about her new job as a choreographer for idols. while Seohyun was called by SM to discuss about new songs writen by her and to choose who is the right singer to sing her song

"Fany ah"

"eh?", her eyes were sparkling now and i found myself falling deeper

i reached out my hand for her and smiled

"lets go outside to the garden", i said. she smiled back and take my hand

"we can sit here right?", i asked once we were at the garden near the bench

"yeah", she answered and i let her sit first

"first of all.. are you.. with Nichkhun-"

"no!"

i startled when i heard her shouted loudly. she smiled nervously and rubbed her nape

"i.. m-mean, i have nothing to do with him", she said slowly and looking down on the ground

"about the news?"

"he kept asking me out. and i kept rejecting him. and then, he said.. he promised to not gonna bother me if i agree to meet him just once so.. that is why.."

"so you dont like him?", i asked

"i dont", she replied

"ok. how about me?"

"d-dae??", she's surprised. i chuckled and moved closer to her

"Fany ah, let me just being straightforward because i've been holding this for too long. i've been in love with you years ago. i couldnt find the right time to confess. and i was too scared to do so too"

i hold her both hands and caressed them with my thumbs

"i love you Tiffany Hwang. im sorry, i cant stop loving you. im sorry, i cant move on from you. im sorry Fany ah, i love you so much. and now i just want to know.. either i have a chance or not?"

"T-Tae.."

"im not asking you to be my girlfriend now but.. im asking for a chance to court you. so.. can i?"

Tiffany nodded a little and smiled. i widen my eyes

"really? you sure?"

"yes Tae"

i broke into a smile and hugged Tiffany

"thankyou. this means a lot to me. i will make sure you'll be mine"

"win my heart then", Tiffany replied in a whisper

"with a pleasure", i said

 

 


 

 

THANKYOU FOR READING THIS FANFIC! im sorry taeny moments are not many yet. i'll try to make Taeny moments to happen at the next chapter which would be the real final actually. kekeke :P and sorry too  im not gonna really focus too much at Soosica and Yoonyul, my head is full and about to explode. lol jk. this is writen for Taeny fanfic right from the start so i will focus more on Taeny. sorry too for all the mistakes i made. hope you guys like this one 

Like this story? Give it an Upvote!
Thank you!

Comments

You must be logged in to comment
Taeny901
#1
After days of not having guys of reading this finally I nished this today and I am so happy that I have read this, I am so gonna add thsi to my tarny favorite list 🥺
Taeny901
#2
This story has a lot of ahip to be honest aside from the main and side leads this story also have taengsic, yulsic, hyohyun and soori. I also read their conversations in a romantic way especially on yulsic I'm a royal shipper so I guess that is normal for me 🥺
Mihyun101 #3
Chapter 1: That was so selfish of jessica lol sure y’all r soulmates but everyone still needs their own privacy,, and each and everyone should respect it
GG4EVA_TAENYKIMSONE
#4
Chapter 2: Kyaaaa it's so damn sweet I cant author too much sweetness OH MY GOD BTW GOOD JOB AUTHOR ITS SO GOOD STORY
astauf03 #5
Chapter 2: Tehe. It was pretty cute. Thanks for writing :)
iamrandom21
#6
ZiziShfr, THANKS! i'll try to! ;D
PenguinWizard #7
Chapter 2: GREAT STORY!! pls write more stories like this:))
iamrandom21
#8
I_Am_Kiddo_TN, aw glad that you love it! ^_^
Swaggy_yeon15
#9
Chapter 2: oh my goodness!!!!!!!!!!!!! cheesy cheesecake diabetes sweet alert!!!! i'm dead @_@
iamrandom21
#10
Chapter 2: Snsdsunny9, hi there! THANKYOU! your comment really help me to write The Real Final of this story. i got excited just by reading your comment yknow. anw, thanks for your support :D