Flashback
-Taehyung! Wait for me! I shouted.
-No, you have to catch me Hyemi! He said as he showed his tongue to me.
I tried running after him but he was too fast.
-Hyemi! It’s time to go home! Mom shouted.
I stopped running and I looked at mom with puppy eyes.
-Please mom, five minutes more.
-Hyemi-
-Let her play until she finds Taehyung, Taehyung’s mom added softly.
-Thank you Mrs. Kim! I shouted happily.
She looked at me and smiled. Mom sighed.
I turned back to see Taehyung but he was nowhere. He had disappeared.
I started walking and looking around to find him but I couldn’t see him.
-Taehyung! Taehyung, I shouted.
No one answered.
I looked up and down, left and right.
-BOOO! Someone shouted behind me and grabbed my shoulder.
I shouted.
-Hey hey Hyemi, don’t be scared it’s me, that soft voice of Taehyung said.
-Taehyung! I hit his chest gently.
He smiled.
-You got scared, didn’t you?
-You scared me! I thought something happened to you...
-Don’t worry nothing will happen to me.
-Don’t leave me alone again!
-I won’t ever leave you Hyemi.
-Promise?
-I promised.
He grabbed my pinky finger and crossed it with his to prove me he really meant it.
I smiled.
-Hyemi! Now we have to go home! Mom shouted annoyed.
I nodded.
-Taehyung, I have to go now, let’s play tomorrow again!
He smiled and nodded.
I walked away happily.
-Hyemi...Before you go...
I turned back and looked at him surprised.
-Yes? I asked.
He walked towards me and kissed my cheek gently as he smiled.
-You can go now.
I felt my cheeks turning pink and I continued my way speechless.
-Finally! Let’s go now! Mom exclaimed as soon as I arrived to her.
She grabbed my hand and we started walking back home.
-Mom...
-Yes Hyemi?
-What does it mean when your cheeks turn red?
-Are you cold Hyemi?
-No, I feel hot.
-Maybe you’re just hot then.
-What does it mean when you feel like butterflies in your stomach and feel your heart beating fast?
-Oh... that feeling, it’s when you love someone.
-Love...?
-Yes. Hyemi you’re the fruit of dad’s and mom’s love.
-So that’s how you feel when you love someone mom?
She nodded.
-Then I guess I’m experiencing my first love... I thought to myself.
 
The next day, I went to the park to see Taehyung and confess my feelings for him.
He promised he’d join me.
When I arrived, no one was there. I waited and waited but Taehyung wasn’t coming. I thought that maybe he was sick so I decided to go to his place.
When I arrived, there was a lady cleaning the garden.
I walked towards the door but the lady stopped me.
-Can I help you, young lady?
-I’m looking for my friend Taehyung.
-Are you looking for the Kim family?
I nodded.
-I’m sorry, they don’t live here anymore. They left for the USA.
-The USA?
-Yes.
-Okay thank you.
I walked away from his home confused and went back to my mom.
-Hyemi! What took you so long!?
-Mom... Where’s the USA?
-It’s very far. It’s at the other part of the world.
-Taehyung left for far away...?
-Didn’t he tell you he was moving on?
My tears gathered in my eyes and I started crying out loudly.
Mom ran to me hugging me.
-Hyemi don’t worry, it’s okay. Don’t cry Hyemi.
 
Back then...I didn’t realise how time could change the things...
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
End of the flashback
-Hyemi, can we meet tonight? Jongin asked me.
-I’m sorry Jongin... I have to work tonight.
-Can’t you make some time for your boyfriend?
-I wish I could... I promise you tomorrow!
-Hmmm... Okay...
-I’m sorry...
-Forget it, see you tomorrow.
He hung up right after.
Jongin was my first boyfriend. Actually... after Taehyung left, I didn’t want to be with anyone nor love someone... but Jongin made me change my mind. Even though my heart still belonged to Taehyung... I decided to give it a try with Jongin.
Since Taehyung has left, a lot of things changed. My dad’s business failed and I had to work part-time to help my parents. But I also had to work hard since I was going to enter the university after this summer break. Things were tough for me. I moved to Seoul and my parents stayed in Busan. I felt very lonely... Thankfully, I found someone to share a house with me. Lee Jieun. She’s a very fancy person but I can tell her everything.
 
That night, I had to work. I couldn’t skip work even though Jongin wanted it. Besides, it wasn’t everyday that we could find a part-time job in a luxurious restaurant. The pay was very good too...
-Hyemi, are you going to work tonight? Jieun asked me.
-Yes, I have to.
-What about Jongin?
-I’m going to see him tomorrow.
-Is he mad...?
-Yes, he’s a bit. But Jieun, you know I have to pay my studies and I have to help my parents.
-Hyemi... I know your work is important, but you have to think about Jongin too. I know he isn’t Taehyung-
-Don’t mention Taehyung please.
-I’m sorry...
-It’s okay, I’m going now.
I left the flat and I could feel Jieun’s sorry look on my back.
She was right, Jongin didn’t deserve this.
I grabbed my phone and for once, I decided to make an exception.
-Yes here Arirang restaurant, may I help you?
-Ami! It’s me Hyemi.
-Oh Hyemi! Hi! Are you coming over?
-About that... I need to take my night off... Could you help me please? I promise I’m going to help you back next time!
-Hyemi...
-Please Ami!
-Well okay, but if we get caught, you have to take responsibility for it.
-Deal!
-Okay then have a nice night Hyemi.
-Thanks Ami, you too. And thanks again!
I hung up and I ran to Jongin’s house.
When I arrived, I saw the man who delivers pizzas, ringing to Jongin’s house. I ran to him.
-Sir! I’m his girlfriend I’m going to bring him the pizzas, how much is it?
-It’s 10$.
-Here you are thank you.
He nodded and left. Jongin had opened me the door and I was going to surprise him. I was really excited.
I reached the floor in which Jongin lived and I knocked on his door.
I heard someone running to the door and when the door opened.
-How much is it sir? A girl in a white shirt asked.
-M-m-minah... What are you doing here...?
-Hyemi... I-
-Minah! Have you paid already? Hurry so we can continue what we were doing!
Jongin arrived behind Minah, shirtless.
The pizzas fell from my hands and I looked at them.
He lift his head up because of the pizzas and.
-Hyemi...! What are you doing here? Weren’t you coming tomorrow...?
-Go to hell, Kim Jongin.
-Hyemi... I can explain-
Before he could even finish his sentence, I left his house.
Jongin had just cheated on my and with my friend moreover!
My tears started falling down on my cheeks and I heard someone running after me and grabbing my hand.
-Hyemi!
-Leave me alone Jongin!
-Look... I’m sorry... I just couldn’t control my hormones... You know it’s hard for a guy... And you were never there for me...
-Then you should have broken up with me! I never asked you to stay with me!
-Hyemi...
-Go back to what you were doing with my friend! Anyway it’s over between us now! Don’t ever come back. I hate you.
I took off his hand from mine and ran away.
I wasn’t in mood to go back home so I just decided to go to a club to forget about my pain.
I went in the first club I saw and directly headed to the bar.
-A mojito please.
-Sure pretty lady.
The waiter gave it to me and I drank it with no hesitation.
I asked for another one, and once again, I drank it the faster I could.
Some guys suddenly came to me, and started talking to me.
-Hey, what happened to a pretty girl like you?
I ignored them but that guy asked me again.
-Have you just got dumped?
-Yes I did. So what?
-Awww poor baby. Should I make your heart heal?
He was about to touch my cheek when the waiter stopped him.
-Hey Joonjae, just leave already, the waited told him.
-I have no orders to receive from you, Yoongi.
-Thank you, but I’m going to leave now. I said to the waited and left the bar.
I only wanted to cool down a bit to forget about what just had happened but no one would let me. I started walking home, weirdly, since I was kind of drunk.
-Miss Miss! I could hear weird sounds from behind.
-Miss!
Someone grabbed my shoulder and helped me walk straight.
-Oh, it’s that good-looking waiter; I pointed him and smiled softly.
-Miss, you’re drunk, let me help you. Where do you live?
-I live there- I pointed some house with my finger before passing out.
 
The next morning I woke up with a huge hangover. I looked around and my bed seemed really unfamiliar. Until I realised it wasn’t my bed...
-Miss, are you awake? That handsome waiter asked me as soon as I woke up.
I didn’t react at first but after a few minutes, I panicked.
-Where am I?! Why Am I here!?
-Calm down... You were drunk last night and I couldn’t let you sleep outside... That’s why I brought you here...
-D-did something happen last night!?
I could see a soft smile on his face.
-No don’t worry, you’re not my style.
-Pfff better for me then! I shouted.
He handed me some porridge.
-Drink it, it’s good for hangover.
I did as he said. He was a good cook.
-Wait! I screamed suddenly. What time is it!?
-It’s past twelve.
-Dear god! I’m going to be late for work! Thank you for everything! I have to leave now! Bye!
I stood up fast, grabbed my stuffs and ran to the door as fast as possible.
-Wait! The waiter shouted. What’s your name?
-Hyemi, I shouted back as I got out his house.
 
When I arrived home, Jieun was waiting me, arms crossed and feet patting the ground.
-Park Hyemi! Where were you last night!?
-I-I can explain...
-You rather have a good explanation!
We sat down on the couch and I told her everything about Jongin, Yoongi and all.
-Jongin cheated on you!? That bastard...
-Yes...
-What will you do about university? We’re all attending the same one.
-I’ll ignore him. I won’t change university because of a guy like him.
-Right! And that waiter, where does he work?
-You know the club, next to Jongin’s place... The one you used to go.
-Yes I know everyone there! Wait don’t tell me... Min Yoongi...?
-I don’t know his name. He was quite good-looking and wait yes..., I think I heard some people calling him Yoongi.
-Oh my God! Yoongi! Y-you slept at Yoongi’s place!?
-Yes why?
-He’s the hottest guy ever! He’ll be also attending our university! That’s why many girls are attending the university this year...
-I see. Well he seems like a good guy.
-He’s a hdhujdfusjhfu. I’m still shocked you slept there.
I just managed to smile... Even though my heart was aching...
-Hyemi... Jongin is a jerk, forget him now, and don’t let a guy like him ruin you.
-I won’t ever trust guys again...
-Hyemi...
-I mean, I won’t give my heart that easily to anyone from now on.
-You’re right, she said as she sighed.
-Jieun, how about you and Jimin?
-I guess he won’t change... He’s just a player.
-Haven’t you confessed to him yet?
-How can I? He’s always around girls.
-Let’s forget about guys for a while.
-Yes let’s do so and have fun!
 
After talking all night long with Jieun, we eventually fell asleep.
 
The next morning, I had to go to work. I got dressed and got out house. My mood wasn’t of the happiest. When I arrived, Ami was already there and as soon as I saw her, I ran towards her.
-Ami!
-Hyemi!
-Thanks a lot for last night...
-No problem Hyemi. How was it with Jongin.
-To summerize... We broke up because he cheated on me.
-What!? That Jerk...I can’t believe it!
-Don’t worry Ami... But thank you so much, when you need help one day, let me know.
She nodded.
-Are you okay Hyemi?
-It could be worse hehe. I managed to smile even though it was hard for me.
-Let’s go work.
I nodded and I followed Ami.
As usual, we had to take the customer’s orders. But that day was a very busy day. We were running in the whole restaurant that much it was full.
Suddenly, a bunch of young people arrived.
All the waitresses fought to know who’d accompany them to their table. Eventually, Ami was the lucky winner.
After that, she ran to me excited.
-Have you seen them!? They’re so handsome they could be models!
I nodded gently, not caring much about them since I was still heartbroken.
-I’m going back to work, Ami added.
I nodded once again and I saw the young handsome people calling me over their table.
-Can we order? A young man asked.
-Yes of course.
-Okay so we’ll have the Korean BBQ.
-What kind of meat, Sir?
-Beef please.
-What about the drinks?
-A bottle of water.
-Okay, thanks a lot for your order.
They smiled and I went to the kitchen. But I didn’t see Ami.
I looked around but she wasn’t there.
Suddenly I heard some noises coming from the hall.
I ran to the hall and I saw a man yelling at Ami. I rushed towards them.
-Sir, what’s the problem?
-Your waitress is really useless!
-Have she done something wrong?
I looked at Ami, worried. She had tears in her eyes. I understood what was happening.
-Sir... This is not a cabaret; you can not do this here.
-I’m a customer! I have all the rights! Moreover a VIP!
-I’m sorry but this is not allowed Sir.
-Looking at you... You’re a way prettier than your co-worker, are you interested in money?
The whole restaurant was looking at us.
-No I’m not!
-Then why are you working here? He asked with eyes full of lust.
-I may need money but I’m never going to sell myself to a guy like you!
As soon as he heard that, his eyes full of lust turned into eyes full of madness.
I looked at him and he suddenly threw the water from his glass on me.
-Hyemi! Ami shouted.
-You even deserve a slap, you wench!
He was about to slap me when a guy arrived and threw his fist in his cheek.
-Hey, Sir... Don’t you know how to treat ladies?
That man was speechless and he was about to punch that young man back but he grabbed my hand and he pulled me out the restaurant, running.
When we arrived out, I took my hand off his hand.
-What are you doing!? I shouted.
-Why are you shouting? I was helping you.
-Helping me to what exactly!?
My tears came out my eyes and it was the first time I was crying in front of a stranger... All the things I was holding back inside were now coming out...
-Why are you crying...? He asked surprised.
-I need this job! No matter how I’m treated I need this job! Maybe it’s easy for you guys since you are all rich but for me it isn’t! I have to work to be able to pay everything! People like you will never understand!
The young man remained silent.
I wiped my tears and headed back to the restaurant...
 
-Mrs. Park! How could you treat a client like that!? The restaurant’s owner yelled.
-I- I’m sorry...
-Because of you we lost some clients! What are you going to do about this!?
I kneeled down.
-Please forgive me, Sir...
He sighed.
-If something like this happens again, I won’t let it go.
I stood up in relief.
-Thank you Sir! I’ll work hard!
-Go home now.
I nodded and greeted him before going back to home.
 
-Hyemi! You’re eventually back!
Jieun exclaimed as soon as I arrived home.
-Yes... I almost got fired because of a guy.
-What!?
-I mean... He wanted to protect from a mean customer... He punched him and then he dragged me outside.
-Hey! Isn’t this so romantic?
-Jieun! He’s a stranger! I’m thankful he wanted to protect me but I almost lost my job...
-Dear God really... You’re so lucky! At least many guys are after you! I have no one...
-I’m sorry Jieun...
-Hey don’t worry! But we should maybe go to sleep. Tomorrow we’re starting college.
I nodded.
-Let’s go to bed!