The silence is killing me. I feel as if I've lost all my senses. I can't hear anything, I can't see and I can't feel. I feel numb, so numb that every movement actually hurts. Why am I so hopeless? Why can't I do anything, anything to... to keep you with me? So.... yes, I've spent here few months being only silent (or less silent) reader and now I  decided to try and write a story myself. I've written man