Sooyoung laid on the bed and stared at her swollen stomach, she silently cursed. She cursed at Kyuhyun for not being home that night, she cursed at her back for giving her so much pain, and finally she cursed at herself as she felt the tears run down her cheeks. She slowly wiped them away, as new ones took the place of the fallen ones. She cried in silent thinking of her life, how not even one year ago she was on stage with her eight won