They say you never know what you have until you've lost it, but recently I've seen, the truth is, you knew exactly what you had, you just never thought you'd lose it. And I feel like this describes what's happened to me perfectly. Nichkhun, I never thought he'd walk away from me, I never thought I'd lose him like I did. Though maybe I haven't exactly lost him, but it feels like it. I feel like I'm stuck, I'm stuck between