Waiting. Always waiting. 

Average The First Stage What are you going to do? Today is the concert!! Over and over I repeated this to myself until it became a constant chant in my increasingly excited brain. Everything else seeemed like a joke. I couldn't eat, sleep, sit still.... (pretty much anything normal)  I was just trying to drink it all in. Never in my life had I ever been soo excited to see 5 men. Usually I avoided men as much as I could. I don't have what one