This is my first English Fan Fiction. Thanks to Ari sweetheart who corrected my broken english and suggested me the alternative ways.  Actually, this story was finished and ready to published at December 18th last year but I hold it and finally posted it on my wattpad on January.  With my heavy heart. I hope things will start to getting better for SHINee and Shawols. We suffered enough already. I'll always stay with them between the hardest and the miracles.