This whole situation was ridiculous, she was so dumb to believe that things would change with time, so dumb to actually wait for the girl she loved to love her back… to at least notice her longing gaze and acknowledge her sincere words. But now Byul knew, while looking up at the polluted sky in the back alley behind a bar, admiring the way the smoke from her cigarette blended with the clouds that blocked the moon… she knew, Yongsun didn’t feel the same.

Byul can't stop worrying about the future. Is the Idol life worth the constant reminder that she have to hide her true self? She better just keep committing the typical mistakes, count on her members, managers and fans to shield her from them. She better not fall for her, not now.