Dear Diary   Sorry I haven't written in so long but my life has changed and for the better. If ten months ago, someone told me I would win Korea's next top model, I would have laughed in their face. Yet here I am and even my boyfriend has ended up with a modelling contract. He is the reason I entered in the first place. Looking back now, if it wasn't for Jonghyun, I would just be dreaming of being a model still.

Key sighed as he stared out the window painted with rain drops. Headphones in his ears, repeating the same song over and over. The song spoke so clearly of his feelings for him that lived across the road. How Key wanted and wished for the older boy to feel the same as he did.

It had been a long two years since it happend. Two years of misery, two years of regret, two years of missing what they used to have. Everything had been fine at the start of their marriage, work causing them to drift apart and divorce. They didn't realise what they had until it was gone. All they wanted was to go  back to the start and be together.

It had been five years since you was cruelly taken away from me, five years since I lost you my one true love. For you I have kept my promise that we made a week before you was taken from my life, yet I never have forgotten you and everyday I have come to visit you. I still love you and I will never forget you. You may not be here but you will forever be in my heart, soul and mind

Jonghyun loved working at the coffee shop, loving the warm, cosy atmosphere yet there was always one boy who came in but never ordered a thing. Just sat on the lone table by the window looking lost and defeated, it has been many weeks since the boy started to come to the shop and Jonghyun was desprate to know the fragile, broken looking feline boy.

 He had looked after me for a while in the beginning, he treated me with the utmost care anyone could imagine.He had been the first to show any signs of love and care for me, he had become a person I inspired to be and become, He had been the first to show me really human feelings. He was the first person I had come to love and cherish.  

Key was dating some dirty rat he hated called Woohyun and he hated that mans guts he was the devil that had pinched his Bummie away and he hated the fact he . But that night while out trying to clear his head and get loads of comfort food, he found someone he didn't expect to find, broken hurt and in need of some tender loving care.

Jonghyun returns home after his first radio show broadcast is finished, excited to see his beautiful lover again but how is he going to explain the huge soup stain on his white knitted jumper Key had gotten him.

It had been a long and tiering Winter. As soon as Spring arrived, the sound of three patters of feet caused mayhem through out the apartment. SoHee was a proud big sister to two baby brothers and a baby sister. As much as he loved his babies, they drove Key nuts, on the edge of tearing his hair out as they cried and screamed for attention. He wanted Jonghyun home, he knew he could count on himto make things better.

Key was only four month's along yet he felt so insecure about his looks and worries constantly whether is lover Jonghyun really want's the baby. It only takes a simple, sweet gesture to settle his mind and see his worries float away.

It was the beginning of a brand new week which meant the next 5 days of college will be hell. Facing that dumb stupid dino head once again that doesn't seem to take no as an answer. He was a walking nightmare and really had begun to detest that man if you could call him that.

I knew you were going to come to me and here you are like a moth to a flame, you were powerless in picking me and here we are standing face to face for the final show down, the final judgement of what we could become. I have waited for this day for a long time. I knew you would crack under the fragile glass bottle you locked your feelings into.

I knew he had one of the busiest schedules between us and I wanted tonight to be perfect for him and a chance for some relaxtion before our big comeback so I have come up with the perfect plan to give my Bummie the perfect evening.

Key finally has had enough, four years his parents have had to come round and accept he was gay and loved Jonghyun yet they loved to cause them trouble and try to split them up. Key want's to end all contact with one final letter but knowing Jonghyun, he try and talk him out of it and to keep in contact with his family, even with the grif he put's up with from them.

It was the first time Key had been allowed to have someone sleep over. It was more surprising that they were letting his best friend and boyfriend be the first to sleepover. Jonghyun had been annoying him all week, excited for a pyjama party. Key's parents wouldn't be there so they could get up so much fun and mischief.

They didn't believe it was possible nor did they believe it was real. No one could imagine the situation butit has happened. It took the nerdy geek of the college to mellow the cold hearted bad boy. His friends were more shocked that it was a male geek that Jonghyun fell in love with.

I sighed softly, watching and waiting. I worked as a trainee nurse close to the main college. Moments ago there was a rush of people as they took someone down to the operating theatre. It was going to be the first time I cared for someone who had surgery and it was so much pressure. I just hoped nothing had happened to the person I hurt the most.

It was our 8 year anniversary and I had got something done specially for the love of my life. I just hope Key will like it as it was inspired by him, for him.

Soojin had grown up in to a beautiful 16 year old and she was still as perfect as ever. She came home on day from school wanting to ask me and my husband Key something. It was going to be my worst nightmare coming true.

6 months had past by and for Key he still couldn't let go of the older boy even though he had hurt him in the worst way possible. For Jonghyun regret filled his body, guilt clawing in his stomach. They both still craved for each other and still loved each other even though Key was hurt he wanted Jonghyun back, no one can replace him.

They met at the young age of eight, they started to date during their ealy teens, they got married as they turned eighteen. Many didn't agree or like how they got married so young but they had proven them wrong. Afrer years of spending their anniversaries surrounded by others, this year they wanted a peaceful one alone.

Their blind date had been a huge sucsses and the day after was not only going to comfirm there feeling's for each other but it was going to the begining of something stronger and sweeter.

Sitting in the dressing room, Jonghyun felt nervous for some reason. Maybe a visit from a certain feline boy who Jonghyun loved would make things so much better or so much worse.

It was the start of a new day and to many it was the start of the dreaded week which meant work, I was lucky enough to not only have a great job and co worker but I shared the first floor with the sport's department and my long term boyfriend worked there. Itw as going to be a day of jokes, teasing and more love then you could imagine.

She has the cutest and most adorable mummy and daddy in the world, even fan girls over them her self. She had waited for this day for so long yet her mummy had become ill so it's down to daddy to save the day.

It was their first Christmas together with their two children Minki and Sooyun which they had adopted 8 months ago. It was the night on Christmas eve and Key and Jonghyun were sat on the sofa wrapping present's while feeding each other the cookies and milk, the night was going to be full of teaseing, loving fun