Jonghyun love's and worships the ground his lover Key walks on, completely smitten with the feline boy but since he got with the younger boy, Jonghyun has lost friend's and family because they simply do not like Key, they had made him feel not worthy or good enough for Jonghyun.

Key was an 18 year old, attending college and in his second year already, he had found the love of his life there and for the past 6 months it had been a secret, that Key was dating his teacher, 30 year old Jonghyun who was madly in love with the younger boy. Thing's are just perfect between them, that is until they are spotted and all hell breaks lose, can they survive the darkest time they are going to face?

Key finally has had enough, four years his parents have had to come round and accept he was gay and loved Jonghyun yet they loved to cause them trouble and try to split them up. Key want's to end all contact with one final letter but knowing Jonghyun, he try and talk him out of it and to keep in contact with his family, even with the grif he put's up with from them.

Key was so happy, he had granted his husband's dream and through out the pasr few months Jonghyun had been attached to Key's side. Key had Jonghyun wrapped round his finger and the older doesn't mind. 

Jonghyun and Key are at home, just completely loved up and day dreaming of their memories they made from the early years to now. They knew that nothing felt right with anyone else but each other.

It's bonfire night and what aperfect way to spend it then with the love of your life, roast marsh mellow's for the first time and just falling even more in love with the most perfect lover Key could ever ask  for.

It was Halloween and Jonghyun and Key had kicked the other three out, wanting some alone time together. Jonghyun wanted the last Vanilla fudge but Key was going to make him work for it.

I'm too busy picking fight's with the boy in the mirror, he seemed so happy to break me down in to nothing  and makes me feel worthless though there was always some one I could rely on and make me feel that extra special for a few moments and put the boy in the mirror in his place.

It had been five years the day he entered my life and turned it around completely, he saved me the day he came over to my table and spoke to me. It was so weird to experience love for the first time but I loved it and for these past 5 years I had experianced and learnt thing's I never thought I would off. Jonghyun had been the best thing to happen to me and as always he kept his promise.

I was like a nervous wreak walking up the stairs as the crowds applauded and shouted. I felt so sick and I wasn't sure what I was doing. I took one last look out as this was my last time seeing the out side word for a few weeks. The door's slid open and I stepped inside, nothing good can come from this can it?

Taemin was lucky he was my baby brother other wise I would never agreed to this. I had to take him to see his boyfriend who works in the prison and each day during visiting hour's he got to spend it with Minho as he took guard around the hall. I didn't know that inside the prison hall there was going to be a lonely figure, sitting alone in the corner, sliently crying to him self, that figure was going to change me life completely.

It had been five years since you was cruelly taken away from me, five years since I lost you my one true love. For you I have kept my promise that we made a week before you was taken from my life, yet I never have forgotten you and everyday I have come to visit you. I still love you and I will never forget you. You may not be here but you will forever be in my heart, soul and mind

It was the big day for Minjee as she was about to star in her first ever school play and my husband Key seem more excited for her play then she is. I just know he will get all over emotional once the play starts and see's our princess take centre stage.

He had been gone for well over an hour and I told him to be home by 6 at the latest though when he did come back home I wasn't expecting him to be in a dirtier mess then Roo.

It was 1.30 am and we were still waiting to go and record our performance of Everybody for our Inkigayo comeback stage and Key was about how cold he was. I had to sort thisoutbefore he never speaks to me again.

It was our 8 year anniversary and I had got something done specially for the love of my life. I just hope Key will like it as it was inspired by him, for him.

It was another year and halloween had come round once more. For Minjee is was one of her favorite time of year and this year was extra special as her mummy was feeling better and coming along trick or treating but for her dad well his worst nighmare is about to hit him hard. Key was going to make him eat his words.

I knew he had one of the busiest schedules between us and I wanted tonight to be perfect for him and a chance for some relaxtion before our big comeback so I have come up with the perfect plan to give my Bummie the perfect evening.

She has the cutest and most adorable mummy and daddy in the world, even fan girls over them her self. She had waited for this day for so long yet her mummy had become ill so it's down to daddy to save the day.

Soojin had grown up in to a beautiful 16 year old and she was still as perfect as ever. She came home on day from school wanting to ask me and my husband Key something. It was going to be my worst nightmare coming true.

It was our first month anniversary and Soojin had demanded we go to this new American diner in town. It was going so well until that voice spoke out, It was a sound I never wanted to hear again.

It was Soojin's birthday dinner and everyone was in a happy, relaxed mood. Some big announcements are made and some rather awkward situations happen between the other's thanks to Soojin and there is a shock in store when I find out about his past.

Sunday had finally arrived and Soojin was rather excited as it was her birthday but something more big and important was happing. Itw as the day I was taking her to the sea life centre and Key was coming along. It felt like more of another date then just a meet up.

After 5 months of tying I had a date with the beautiful feline boy from the toy shop and what better way to start dating then a home cooked meal. Only problem I can't cook and I'm stuck with 3 idiots and a daughter who does nothing but tease me.

Hello I'm Kim Kibum and this is my diary about my first ever date I had with Jonghyun, they guy I picked on Take Me Out.

Key was fuming to say the lest, Taemin had not only entered his name to go on that stupid date show Take Me Out but he was actually going to be there tonight. He hadn't ever dated and at that point never wanted too. That show only has dirty minded sleaze bags right.

6 months had past by and for Key he still couldn't let go of the older boy even though he had hurt him in the worst way possible. For Jonghyun regret filled his body, guilt clawing in his stomach. They both still craved for each other and still loved each other even though Key was hurt he wanted Jonghyun back, no one can replace him.