hello,    well, im sad to say that i deleted the story i had on going for years. years, and i cant even finish it. as an author, i felt ashamed and knew that i wouldnt finish it regardless. and so i decided to create a new story and aff *ahem* surpriseeeeee. not really but i did, and.. , i let you down. i just lost complete motivation for this story. i no longer felt anything towards this plot, it sadden me. but this feels right to start all new.