I stared at the television for a while. I honestly do not understand what I am feeling right now. So what if she’s now partnered up with another man? It’s not like I ever had any hold on her, especially now that our virtual marriage had ended. “You’re jealous” I’m not. I shrugged. It’s a good thing I’m home alone or my hyungs will keep teasing me. “I wonder if she remembers me. I wonder if she thinks of me every now and then.” Probably not. I can’t blame her.

There are so many things I want to say There are so many things I want to hear But after a long time of not talking with each other, I have become awkward with you again   I want to say I’ve been fine