Sometimes you don't have to look for it. It's already there, you just have to realized it.

A past that she will never forget, the reason why her life changed and became miserable. Nobody cares for her not until this person came to her life.  

Many times I tried to forget you but I can't. I'm so inlove with you. Why can't you love me back? But still, I'm still hoping that one day you will not see me just a friend anymore. Even if it hurts, even if its hard I'm still here waiting and hoping that someday you will love me back.