Not intresting.. Just had to let it out..

I know I shouldn't be like this but.. everything is so frustrating.. I just wish I could end all of this..

'Is this some kind of sick joke? Please tell me it's not true! This can't be true! "Just calm down okay. I'm gonna take you all out here" "How?" "Just trust me"

What happen when your dream turn into nightmare where you can't get up.? Well.. not really a nightmare I suppose..