No one has the ability to make you feel inferior unless you allow it.

My name is Stephanie. I don't give my last name unless I can trust and know you and as for my middle name, you have be one of my friend's to know this. Outside of this place I'm known by Stephanie, Steph, Babs, Stephie(only small children and my friend Megan can call me this). To everyone else I'm either LyKat (A character for an rp cult on VampireFreaks. She was my first online rp character, I loves her.) and because of my screenname at Seoul.fm I'm known as CJ. My screen name was CrownedJewel. There is a story to this name. My name, Stephanie, means 'Crown' and Eunhyuk fans are known as Jewels. I was going to try to couple up our names but, any form of couple name sounds stupid with Stephanie I even tried to use hyuk jae. So I used the meaning of my name and the fact I'm a Jewel and thus we have 'CrownedJewel' :D. Now as in rememberance I use the username 'CJewel'. 

I am a complete anime nerd. I love the stuff. Especially Japanese anime. The girls are just really beautiful and the guys are just more handsome than real guys. Well, most real guys. My fave magna are: Fruits Basket, Gacha Gacha, IS, Vampire Knight, The Dreaming, Princess Ai, Crimson Hero, Absolute Boyfriend, and Nana. My favorite anime are: Elfen Lied, Bleach, Marmalade Boy, Fruits Basket, etc. There are many others. 

I am a self proclaimed daddy's girl. I am my father's twin, I am excatly like him. I have his temper, his walk, his mind set, hell he and I even think the samething's at the same. It's weird. I love him though. He is my everything. My dad is the most important person in my life. He has overcome some hard times, and drug abuse. But, what amazed me was my father was high as a kite. However, he still managed to put a roof over my head, made sure I was in school, had food to eat, clothes on my back and anything else I needed. He is always there for me when I have no one to turn too. He is my hero. 

I am a sister, a friend, a niece, and a daughter. I was also a college student at Moraine Valley. With the dream of becoming a fiction writer/Poet when I graduate. I am also a child at heart, no matter how old I get I will still be a kid at heart. 

Music is my soul. Without it I'd go insane. It's there for me during my happy days, my sad days. I'm calmer when I have my music. I just makes my soul happy and giddy. It is really just fun to listen to, to sing along with. It's alot more cooler when you can relate to it. 

I have my own mind and my own thoughts, so if I feel like I'm being controled by anyone I tend to get very y and intentionally mean to the person. I am a person damn it so please try not to talk to me like my parents do, you don't get the right to talk to me like I'm a child. 

I tend to where my heart on my sleeves so I have had my heart broken countless times. Depressing, but hey I'm better off without those people in my life. I'm also extremyly opinionated but, I do not force my others to bend to my thinking because I don't like forcing anyone to believe what I believe or share my opinion. If you do great, if not who am I to say anything. 

Yes I am overweight. Please don't tell me this, I know. And I would appreciate it if you could keep your snide comments to yourself. I've been picked on since preschool and I'm really too old to be continually listening to the bullcrap. I hear everything, I'm not stupid, I'm actually quite intelligent. I'm in the process of losing weight, hard but I have to do this for myself. 

I am extremely observant and great at reading people. I people watch all the time, it's something that helps me weed out those who are sincere and those that are just posers and stupid. I rid myself of people who weren't real friends to me. I have been blessed with some awesome people in my life and I love them to bits. 

I need anger management as I go off at the tinyest thing and I'm extremely defensive and I tend to hold grudges. It's sometimes extremely hard to tick me off. Because I'll just make fun of you, be sarcastic, tell jokes and ignore you. 

Overall, I'm a really great person who loves to laugh and smile and have good time. I am working on becoming better to fix the many faults I have. I must be on the right track because at least I admit that I have faults, and I know that I am not perfect.