Personal Message

My face is sore from all the crying.

My soul is exhausted from the endless trying.

My body is weak from the falling and flying.

My life goes up and down, just like that.

My heart is just too hurt from all the stress that I have.

The stress that I got from you, you that put me in this place.

A place where I wasn't supposed to be, but yet I am.

Like a child crying for their mom.

Heartless tears start to flow down on my cheek.

Trying to grasp within the heart what I'm feeling.

Knowing when I look back at you it will make me weak.

You should have known better than to give up on me.

Whenever you put me in pain I realized it was the pain that you couldn't see.

My brain is pounding from all the crying.

My hands are shaking from the endless trying.

My thoughts are weak from the falling and flying.

My voice goes up and down, just like that.

My hope is just destroyed from all the pain I have left.

The pain that I got from you, you that put me out there.

Just when I thought you got me you let go of my hand.

Like a child crying for their mom.

The past few years been nothing but sorrow.

Trying to grasp onto life and what it means.

Knowing when I look ahead in time I will still feel hollow.

You should have known better than to treat me like that.

Whenever you put me to tears I realized that crying was all that I had.

- chiisanae