I CLOSE
MY EYES

AND WAIT
FOR YOU.

Lu Han, my current ultimate bias. You're not just a bias to me. You're an angel, an inspiration. I will love you, respect you, support you and understand you for the rest of eternity. I know you are also human, who has flaws, also gets tired, hungry, thirsty, sleep-deprived and what more.. But you also seem.. inhuman, a star too far to reach, an alien of course. I, Hana - will watch you from my little, dark corner, in my room. Looking at you on the screen hurts me - When will I ever meet you? I want to stand close to you too, feel the warmth of your hug and/or hand. I can't help but envy the fans who get to see you everyday or at least once. I wanna see you, meet you, and have you look at me for just 3 to 5 seconds with a smile. I hope that someday, I will be standing in a crowd, waving my lightstick and crying while you sing your song. That's my biggest dream for now.

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