Personal Message

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

About Me

About me, huh? Hmmm....I'm a pretty boring person to say the least. You know what? I'll just list down the things I love and the things that I'm not really fond of.

Welp, here it goes

THINGS I ABSOLUTELY LOVE

1. Girls' Generation - I absolutely love them. Their visuals, manners, vocals, personality, dorkiness EVERYTHING. I'm a very huge fan of them. They're my number one on my most loved list. Taeyeon's my ultimate bias because she's such a cutie and a complete dork. Her visual's are to die for and her vocals always leave me speechless. I love all of the members (all 9 of them. Not 8. Not 5. ALL NINE OF THEM) I absolutely love the chemistry of the group as a whole. It's rare to find such different people with different personalities treating each other like family. Ships are also very common in this fandom because DUH. Nine beautiful girls, who wouldn't wanna ship them, right? My own personal favorite is TAENY. Oh god, you guys don't even know how I feel when I see these two being sweet together. Others say that it's all fanservice but I disagree. I think they really care for each other more than normal friends would. And if my best friend looks at me like that, I'll poke her eyes. I also like YULSIC, YOONHYUN and SOOSUN. Sticking with the royal ones, right? Haha. And I don't want Hyo to end up with anyone (she's too good for anyone) haha, just kidding. All in all, I'm a certified SONE and I'm proud.

2. Music - Music just calms me, man. It just takes me to my safe place. I always have my earphones with me everywhere I go. I would literally lose my if I lost them. I also play a little bit of guitar so I guess that's a plus.

3. Books And Fics - I LOVE reading. I have my own bookshelf filled with a lot of different books from different authors. I also have a lot of mangas (Japanese Comics). I always go here to read Fics from wonderful authors. Taeny Fics to be exact. 

4. Psychology - I love learning about how people think. How a certain person would normally react to something. I'm really interested in learning more about those kinds of things. Yeah, I just love it. I don't know why.

4. My bed - ......self explanatory •_•

Guess that's all of the things I like. Let's go to the ones I dislike now

1. Criticism - I don't like it when people criticize me and judge me. It's like underestimating me but worse. I also hate seeing people insulting each other. Like, where's the love, people? Haha 

2. Crowded Places - I feel like drowning. I feel suffocated. I can feel different emotions, vibes and other things just eating me out every breathe I take. It's frustrating. That's why I stay away from a lot of people most of the time. You'll easily find me in my room just listening to music or reading a book all alone. You'll usually think that I'm lonely but no. I usually enjoy my alone time. I'm always alone, but I'm rarely lonely

3. Depression - I am actually one of those kids who would be affected by one simple insult. So I usually think before doing something.Too much, if I say so myself. And then I get really anxious and really nervous. And all of the negative things that could happen is just running in my mind. And then I just.... feel a sudden loneliness. I suddenly feel useless. Worthless. And then I beat myself out for being lonely. I ask myself a lot of, let's say 'not so nice' questions. Like 'Why are you so stupid?' and 'Why are you even living?'. Things like that...haha. I'm usually very tired for some unknown reason and I just...kind of shut down or something. I don't know. And then suddenly, I can't handle it anymore so I just... Break down. With no one else around of course. I just...I'm not fond of these. I'm pretty sure I have depression. I don't know when it started but it just did. Hahaha...Life...

SO ANYWAYS, I HOPE YOU ENJOYED READING THIS (imprettysureigotyouboredimsorry)

So uhh, see you next time, I guess?

Or in this case, READ you next time??? Am I right? Right? Anyone? Okay •_•