hello, as of today, i am going on an indefinite hiatus. no, i am not deactivating. sadly, i do not know when i'm coming back; maybe next month, next year or never. i have lost my inspiration to write and i know, it but that's life. if you still want to talk, please leave me messages and i will try to respond to them quickly.

20 years old.
I'm not sure who I really am.
I'm not sure if I make the best decisions in life.
I've lost a lot of great people in my life but
I've gained a lot more after.
Not a lot of people are big fans of my personality.
I'm usually alone.
I hate being alone, honestly.
I never know what to do.
I never know what to say.
I'm awkward.
Self-confidence and self-esteem are not in my dictionary.
Faking smiles is my specialty.
I keep thinking that I'm different,
but that's what makes me similar to everyone else.
I'm still figuring out how I got friends.