Hi. This is going to be awkward. I guess.

So I started writing this fanfic sometime ago, back when Coup'd'Etat was released. I loved Coup'd'Etat  so much that I listened to the album on-repeat for a few days. I fell inlove with the song R.O.D. So while I was sitting inside a car cruising along España listening to R.O.D. (on repeat), I thought of an action scene involving the couple I ship. I thought it would be nice to play R.O.D.'s chorus while a car explodes behind them or something. So during the whole car ride until I reached my destination, until I finished what I had to do, until the train ride, until I arrived home, I was plotting a story in my mind. And so Ride or Die was born. That day I wrote a couple of chapters, the ending. I don't why I decided to write the ending first, but I did, and I was happy. Because I really like writing. 

I didn't want to share it at first because I am afraid I might not be able to handle it. You know, the reponsibility of continuously writing it until it is done. Regularly updating. I was not sure if I could handle it. You see, I am a bum at will and by swag. Haha. There were a lot of times when a lot of free time was thrown into my face and I decided to spend it rolling in my bed, reading a few books, and staying on Tumblr. I don't why or how I decided to share it.

Now, on my 30+ chapters, thanks for reading, subcribing, commenting, and staying with me in this joy ride as I try to write the very first fanfic I ever wrote in my entire life. I've never thought I'd get readers, like srsly. I wasn't even expecting anything, but there you all are. I want to thank you all for that. <3

Now the story is almost over, please bear with me as I write and update it. Stay with me in the last few chapters. Updates might take longer than before because.. you know... I found a job. And this job is really kicking me in the so hard.

I don't know if I will ever write a fic again. Maybe I will find another site where I can share R.O.D., tweak it a little bit (any suggestions on where to share it?). But I don't think I can handle the reponsibility of writing a fic again. 

This personal message is all about R.O.D. because I don't plan on writing anything again. Yet.

So... yeah. Well.

Bottom line is: Thank you for sticking with a rookie writer and for reading and commenting in her first baby fic. THANK YOU! Much love. <3

- Jelai

@guavajelaikills #RODFic

Clinomaniac.

Introvert.

I grew up in the sound of guns and helicopters.

The tank was my playground.

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This is the profile of a witch under the guise of a 20-something-year-old person.

I have a short attention span and shorter patience. Meow.

I am an expert in doing nothing.

I don’t talk too much: my mind is noisier than my mouth

I love morbid oddities, disturbing and unpleasant stuff, horror, creepy, and strange things.