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DO KYUNGSOO
12 JANUARY
WANTED
BAE JOOHYUN
MISSING
Last Seen: Seoul on 29 March wearing all black with a black baseball cap
Last Known Location: Baskin Robbins buying an ice cream cake
Height: 173 cm Weight: 60 kg Blood: A
Hair: Black Eyes: Brown Skin: Fair
Please contact: XXX-XXX-XXXX
dear you,
you probably don't want to read this. you probably don't want to see this. which is why this is for me to write and for you to never receive. i love you. those words have never meant so much more than the moment we're living in now. you must be worried and you must be wondering where i am? have i died? was it your fault?
and in many ways it was. my love for you led me astray. it blinded me into thinking of a world where we're never apart. a world where my past could never touch us for we were invincible. and i would protect you.
yet here i am, in this place, writing to you with tear stained eyes and trembling hands. a bottle of vodka on my desk and a heart that screams for you.
what is this? this is not my home. this is not a world i should living in. a world without you is a world filled with despair and fear. it is of constant battles in which i am trying so hard to win. so that one day we could be together again.
but i am growing older and tired. without you i do not think i can sustain any longer. i wish to hold you in my arms again but the thought of you limped in my arms ridden with blood keeps me up all night. and i know this could never be.
so what can i do? keep running or end the misery that i call my life? how funny. how i once thought i could live a life without you. that you were and could never be a person to me. but you've awoken parts of me i never knew could be alive. you came in like the wind and settled into every inch of my body.
for now, i'm always and will forever be yours.
if we can't be together. is this goodbye? shall i end it for the both of us? i would say to live happily without me. but my heart pangs with the thought of you smiling without me.
as i end this letter of sorrow. i want to wish you all the best. and that i'm sorry loving you was never enough. was never the answer.
signed,
do kyungsoo
Last Known Location: Baskin Robbins buying an ice cream cake
Height: 173 cm Weight: 60 kg Blood: A
Hair: Black Eyes: Brown Skin: Fair
Please contact: XXX-XXX-XXXX
dear you,
you probably don't want to read this. you probably don't want to see this. which is why this is for me to write and for you to never receive. i love you. those words have never meant so much more than the moment we're living in now. you must be worried and you must be wondering where i am? have i died? was it your fault?
and in many ways it was. my love for you led me astray. it blinded me into thinking of a world where we're never apart. a world where my past could never touch us for we were invincible. and i would protect you.
yet here i am, in this place, writing to you with tear stained eyes and trembling hands. a bottle of vodka on my desk and a heart that screams for you.
what is this? this is not my home. this is not a world i should living in. a world without you is a world filled with despair and fear. it is of constant battles in which i am trying so hard to win. so that one day we could be together again.
but i am growing older and tired. without you i do not think i can sustain any longer. i wish to hold you in my arms again but the thought of you limped in my arms ridden with blood keeps me up all night. and i know this could never be.
so what can i do? keep running or end the misery that i call my life? how funny. how i once thought i could live a life without you. that you were and could never be a person to me. but you've awoken parts of me i never knew could be alive. you came in like the wind and settled into every inch of my body.
for now, i'm always and will forever be yours.
if we can't be together. is this goodbye? shall i end it for the both of us? i would say to live happily without me. but my heart pangs with the thought of you smiling without me.
as i end this letter of sorrow. i want to wish you all the best. and that i'm sorry loving you was never enough. was never the answer.
signed,
do kyungsoo