Make your family proud of you, and make them cry in happiness, okay.? Hwaiting !!! :)

Ummm.. how to start this? Uh.. I.. Hi.. Almost all of my friends said that I'm cold person, but actually I'm not, it's just that I don't know how to great people in good ways. But once you know me, you'll know me who I'm inside.. cause all of my close friend said I'm warm person. I really care to my friends. Almost all of my close friend asked me to be their bestfriend, but I'm too afraid to hurt them.. I just want to protect them from far without having them as my bestfriends.. It's okay if they leave me, cause I won't ever leave them.. Umm.. I'm still looking for my bestfriend who always care for me.. Would you be my bestfriend? I don't know how to make people laugh, but I will try to put a smile on your lips..