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My Mister Sir Knight-in-Shining-Armor. My Prince Charming. 130618. The guy who tried to find a way to trigger my smile muscles to becoming the reason why I smile today. Lee Minhyuk; that's the first thing that'll come to mind if you were to ask me about my life. He's my friend, he's my family, he's my love, he's my motivation... He is my life. Days turned into weeks; weeks turned into months. & there was not a single moment, I forgot that you were the biggest part to me. I vow, with every single drop of my blood, I will not make that same, idiotic and stupid mistake... oho, that mistake. Never. Our story still has some more, heck; lots more room for millions and millions of memories. We've got a giant hole in our history to fix. Let's patch it up with pretty memories. Our story hasn't paused, and I never want it to end. I promise to hold you close to me and I will never, ever let you go. In your arms, that's where, I personally think, I fit in, perfectly. If I were to fit anywhere else, it'd be with my father. But I don't have a clue as to who he is. So... I wouldn't want to be held by anyone else, but you. Everything about you is just my forte, my guide in life now. Reality dropkicked me in the face and told me that I was created for you. Do with me what you will. I'll go along with our plan by the Heavens and that stupid midget, most people call him 'Cupid'. I'm a y decision maker, as you should know by now. The way you look at me, I just love the way it makes me feel. Your lips are irresistable, and one kiss each day is all I need. Your lips form the perfect smile. I'd definitely be the most lost/broken person if I didn't have you in my life. You're so important to me because you stood there and picked me back up after my sorry- fell down, oh-so many times. I just want whatever is best for us. & separation is a never in this life, a never in these generations to come. In our next life, I know that we will find each other again. Even if I end up a guy, and you end up as a girl ( who knows, baby... maybe even something weirder). We've gone through so much together. & I know exactly why. We just can't be without each other, of course. I ran back and forth to see how well you were doing. Seeing you speaking with others, I don't know why I had this bubbly feeling in my stomach. For the first time, I felt jealousy, but it wasn't the 'I-will-never-let-you-go-to-that-woman/man'  kind of jealousy. It was more of a 'I-will-let-you-go-if-you-are-happy'/heartbroken jealousy. Whenever I find out that you are feeling ill, I literally never know what to do. The best part is that I always blame everything upon myself. I blame myself because I could prevent you from getting sick. Everytime I know you're sick, it kills me inside. You disappear to get better and I worry if you'll ever return to me safely. I, too, disappear for a while. I never understood why. Maybe it's just that I want to return, but only to see you happier with a girl who could give you happiness longer and more consistently than I ever could. Of course I still love you, and as much as it hurts me to say this. I'm letting you go, hopefully, so you can get that girl of your dreams. The true girl of your dreams.

Remember... I mean, I remember I said this to you. I'm just another girl on your road to happiness and love. There's gonna be another girl who is willing to give her all, like I gave you mine and you gave me yours, but I basically was never here, but I loved you. That girl who will always be here, who will make you happy and (I don't think it's possible) maybe love you more than I loved you... she'll at the top of this pyramid. You're gonna run into a bunch of girls who you will love. I'm glad I was one of them. I want you to be happy. I will be returning to Stars in the City Night, but I won't reveal myself, until you're happy with another person.

. . . but, i hope we'll meet again soon.

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