why is it so hard for you to properly see me trying?
i get shocked to see how much i can hurt because of you
my days are a struggle
even my dreams are painful

it if was you, how would it be?
if these crazy days became yours?
if you break down as much as me, will you know?
all the pain that fills me, to the point where my heart is about to explode

will you know how much i want you?
if i was you, i would just love me
my heart is endlessly down in the ground
im afraid of everything that surrounds me

i know you already answered me
i know the meaning of an answerless answer
but, i pretend not to know
im lingering

do you know how im doing these days?
i cant even fall asleep
i cant even swallow anything
do you know that im becoming more ruined as i look at you?

i feel like dying
even though there’s no way you’ll come to me
even though i know you’re looking somewhere else
i dont think I can let go of you