EXO-L

It's not easy to be a fan but I live on because I have no choice. 

One-sided love is part of the cliche of life and I live through as I always have that fantasy of being their girl, at least by one of them, who'll treat me as his world and would willingly sacrifice anything just for the sake of our own forever. I'm delusional, I know, but isn't every fan? When the time comes, when, not if because I know it will, that someone wakes me up from this fantasy, I will pat my back and say: "You've done well living your life for them. It's now time to live for yourself. Be happy, sweetheart. You deserve it." Maybe that someone is one of them or clearly a 99.99% chance of being anybody that's not them, but who cares? I know I've been somewhat a part of their lives and I am already satisfied with that. I am a fan now, and I know deep down, I will always be a fan.

EXO. I'm still here and will aways be here even after putting me through a lot of pain. WE ARE ONE

I'm a R E A D E R not really a W R I T E R but someday I will try.

**now I'm trying**

I like cliched stories as a breather after reading those uncliched ones. They set me off from my disarrayed imagination.