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Hey there!~

I appreciate everything but the genres I enjoy so far are; Rated M Fics: Angst, Mystery, Romance, Fluff, Psychological(if its even a thing lol)  (EXCEPT G-G(Yuri?) & B-B(?), cuz I don't swing that way), recommend me some fics and I'll gladly read them. 

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Wooooooow~ you scrolled down this far?!

Well, Hello there! Sorry there's nothing much in here, (ah, what should I even put in here HAHAHAHA)

Errrr, sooo.... *clears throat* It's time to reveal my deepest darkest secrets.... 

Kidding!, I'm obviously an EXO-L(since 2013& its written down there?) and I'm Suho, Kyungsoo and Chanyeol biased!(But I do love all ze members of EXO, they have a special place in my heart~)

My first KPOP bias is Onew (Man, his voice will bring you to heaven! you can't UNHEAR it! it will get stuck in yo head) 

SHAWOL since 2011

As for me being a SONE, I like Sunny, Seohyun & Sooyoung (I used to like Taeyeon and Yuri but nah, they became too mainstream)  

~EXO-L, SHAWOL & SONE~

~SARANGHAJA!~

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I like those that'll give you goosebumps, heart-wrenching, teary eyes that are worth to be read all day-all night long kinds of stories because I need something good enough to believe that there's still goodness in this world after such tragic thing happened to me which I thought only existed in stories. I basically need to vent out because Ye Old Man up in the sky, who controls our fate and destiny took my Father away from me last 2015 on December 17, 32 minutes before my 18th Birthday, He died doing what he loved, He died while performing and spreading his advocacies but yeah, seems like that's too much to ask for, you can never have the person you love for so long.

Everything crumbled when he fell down, hit his head , went to deep sleep & straight to heaven.

He had his head up looking at the sky every single day of his life and until his last breath, he died dreaming of a dream with an uncertain outcome.

My dreams went along with him...

and now... 

I lost everything that means the world to me

I'm continuing his legacy because I don't want to die without having to mark my dad's advocacies in their hearts and minds, 

it was his dream, Since I don't have dreams for myself anymore, might as well do that.

But I'm scared that I won't be able to pull of such splendid performance because I have Anxiety, my stage fright is getting in the way and do I have the same passion for Music that he once had?

I'm just holding onto the fact that I am a  Musician's daughter (daughter of Philippines' Neo-ethnic Music Pioneer), born to perform, entertain and let people feel something through the gift of Music.

Always remember, Life isn't all about happiness and you don't get what you want all the time. 

I just have so much hate for everything, I want to die but I can't, so I'm seeking for stories that will make me feel something special, my heart feels dead for so long I don't even know how to feel. These stories gives me motivation and lessons. It may be fiction but at least there's something that makes every beat worth while.

I wanna fall in love and break down & cry at the same time too, I want feelings. I want deep emotions that I cannot seem to grasp.

 Now, hush.  I've given a part of me in here, no one knows who I am. If you ever search for that info I just gave out, please don't talk about it.

I'm a broken 18 year old girl, which is very normal these days, I've given up on love even though I have always been given the opportunity to have but I the ones I desired never lasted long enough to be in love with me & maybe I just don't wanna lose anyone anymore.

I sleep 4-6 hours a day, I spend most of my time thinking, reading, drawing, Singing(because after all, I'm a music student majoring in Voice) and ranting about life 24-7.

I've stated too much well I guess I should add more to this .

I'm depressed, my past love wasn't a success. He left me for another.

He regretted what he did  3 months after we graduated, found out she just used him a guide to graduate with honors and came back to me a year later at the wrong time, I was crumbling, and he didn't understand so he left again.

But then my father was on the verge of death.

What could I do?

Is it my fault that I have other things that matter?

Yet he still blamed me.

 Very fanfic-ish huh? Well, that's my life! Goodbye~ Go on! laugh at my miserable life.