SHINee. Shining SHINee. 5 boys. 5 distinct people. 5 individual stories and messages that make you as one entity that has save thousands of lives of your fans… And I bet you don’t even know that. It really does that I can’t be there to see you on this special day that normally spell a disbandment of normal kpop groups. But you aren’t normal are you? You are one of the most special and is the most special kpop group to a lot of people.

Your sweat inspires me to work harder and harder and to push pass all obstacles that may stand in my way. Your smile is the medicine and message that brings a smile onto my own face. Your tears that tell another story on its own. The tears of your success. The tears that tell us that being SHINee is everything to you. The tears that show the adversity that tried to stop you from getting to this very point you are at right now.

SHINee you are truly some of the most important people in my life. Even though I have never met you and you don’t even know who I am. You have made a big print i my life that even though I might move on… i will never forget… that I can never forget.

Your name truly represents what you are in my life. A light. A light that illuminated the dark hole that I was in. You came into it and completely lifted me up and showed me the way I have to be in order to obtain my dreams. Not only have you helped direct me in what I want to be in my life… you have became a part of it.

(This is starting to sound like a confession xD)

Although many people in my life don’t understand why I love you. They don’t have to. Only I understand the true power you have had to help me overcome the problems I have had. My feelings of inadequacy. My feelings of loneliness. My feelings of complacency. My feelings of self loathing. My feelings of…. just giving up all together.

I prayed every night to God that he could send me someone that possibly help me through those feelings. And God sent me my best friend Ehlana who led me to you. I thank God for you everyday. I thank God for Ehlana every day. She will never know what you being in my life has done for me.

Onew/ Lee Jinki/ My freaking Adorkable Leader~ Dear Lord boy you have the most beautiful and infectious smile I have ever seen on a person. Every time you smile, i could be in the foulest mood but your smile would completely in one go change that. Don’t ever lose that smile. You teach me that no matter what life throws at me. That smiling and staying postive can get me through the roughest times.

Kim Jonghyun/ Bling Bling/ My powerhouse love~ OMG Dino puppy where do I start with you. First of all if you ever go away like that again while scaring me I will get a round of shawols and we will go to Korea and kick your ... not kidding JamongxD. But all jokes aside. Your voice has brought tears to my eyes dozens of times. The sheer power, confidence that rings on every note that comes out of the beautiful mouth, literally changes the atmosphere. You are also very emotional. Although you look like a muscular playboy, the puppy in you always comes out. There is not a time where your tears haven't actually brought a few to my eyes. You are so humble and I love that about you. You ahve taught me that its okay to cry. It's okay to have those feelings.. that as long as when you come out of it you become a bigger and better person. Thank you <3

Kim Kibum/Key/My perfect bello~ KIM KIBUM! Oh my gosh. You... you idiot you made me get into SHINee as much as I am. Your iness in red and your aegyo to the camera in Hello, dropped me right down into SHINee World in January of 2012 and I have been here ever since. Kim Kibum you are the definition of the type of person I want in my life. Everybody needs someone who is willing to give them a wake up call and tell them "Stupid! don't listen to anyone who wants to bring you down. You are perfectly imperfect and if they can't get with it. Then you don't need them in your life." Key you have taught me to value myself, and that I am beautiful and unique... and that's okay. You don't need to apologize for being who you are. And I love that about you. Thank you Key so much.

Choi Minho/ Flaming Charisma/ My frog Prince~ Aigoo... Where do I start with you.... Well first off. I am so proud of you. I went back to old vids of SHINee and you barely wanted to say your name let alone talk at allxD And now look at you, a rising actor and amazing MC and you are the rock to SHINee. They completely look up to you, look for you to rest on. And i can see why. You are the backbone that every needs to have in their life. Some one who is going to tell you if you don't succeed... make a way to  succeed. Minho I am so thankful that you have taught me what you did. <3 My handsome froggy prince~

Lee Taemin/Dancing Machine/ My bias~ Lee Taemin. Lee freaking Taemin. Taemin baby. You are my current bias. And words that i can barely articulate fail me. Seriously you are the poster child for success at its best. Like I have said you came from barely singing back ups to taking Jonghyun's high notes and killing them in your own way. You cried yourself to sleep because you felt the same way I used to feel. But that did not stop you. You continued to work hard and the results I can clearly see. I love you so much. You give me hope that I can obtain ANYTHING... anything that I want if i want it bad enough.

SHINee~ I know you will probably never see this but I love you... I am so thankful for you. More than these simple words can express. You are once again something that I need in my life. Five males that will support me when they don't even know that they are doing it.

Happy 5th anniversary. You deserve the success, you receive.

 

Hellllooo, Annyeonghaseyo~ My name is Ericka~

I am 19 years old I am a rising Sophmore in College double majoring in Education and English^^ I am currently learning Korean and is planning on studing in Seoul for a year next year^^

and I am deeply in love with Kpop and there is nothing that will change thatxD

I've been into kpop for about a year in a half now... and it has honestly been the happiest time in my life.

I've met some of the most amazing sweetest craziest people because of it... and there is no turning back for me <3

And as for my favorite band If you couldn't tell from my Personal message.... I am in LOVE with SHINee

I love every single one them to pieces... They have done so much for me that they will never know... I am so thankful and blessed to know about them!^^