MayDay
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About Me
I'm arrogant. I'm not a sxe. And I curse a lot. I've a giant ego and a low self-esteem but I'm working on it. I have flaws
obviously, but nobody's perfect and I consider myself a somebody. I don't maintain my image. I think it's better to let
people see my mistakes so that they don't expect too much of me. It's frustrating to disappoint. I only care about what
the people that matter to me think of me, the rest. I don't or whine if I see or hear something I don't like. I
leave it alone instead of being a drama queen and adding fuel to the flame. Doesn't mean I'll sit tight and shut up if you
mess with me. I'm not someone different or unique. I'm a misfit. I'm always in a fight with myself between being who I
am and being the person who just fit in. Some things matter to me more than they should, and some things don't matter to
me like they should. Leave me alone if you don't like how I sound, just like what I would do if the situation is reversed.
I'm hypocritical, I'm ignorant, I'm shallow, I'm a , I'm a degenerate, I'm a pain in the , I'm a liar, I'm paranoid,
I'm annoying, I'm not a nice person, I'm everything I dislike, I'm everything you refuse to admit you are. I've terrible
mood swings. I let people in although I constantly deceive myself that i never did. And once they leave I'll mourn and hate
myself for trusting others but then I'd say that I didn't care and I'd never admit it even if I did. I loathe and miss my
screwed up past, I've turned my back away from my future and I've stopped living the present. I confuse people, people
confuse me and I confuse myself. I'm sure I can change but honestly doubt I will. And sorry if I don't reply after we
comment each other a few times, I don't dislike/hate you. I nothing you. I'm just bored with you. xo