You every go into a room and feel like every one is looking at you... judging you.. well thats how it is for me.. ALL the time.. I am the kind of person that will smile and tell her friends she's okay to make them happy and not let them worry about me, b.c i know there is no reason to worry about me... Now i love my life, friends and family.. but i would change everything about myself.. just not the things around me.. I feel like that i am bring everything around me down.. I feel alone.. when i am with my friends i am happy... but still alone.. i am huge on skinship so i won't be alone.. i don't have a boyfriend b.c i am me and i don't want to me hurt... so this is a lilttle but about me... Oh and I LOVE SHINee... i will update this when i find somthign else out about myself!.... ^_^