This is my trash account where I let out my troubles through the facade of another. 

And I'm really sorry to Nam Taehyun and Song Mino who will be victims of my awfulness. And sorry to all of their fans. 

nobody cares

nobody knows

that what they see is bone

but you're not alone

so look a little closer darling

into this dark world out here

where we self desturct out our leisure

and finally you'll see

this life of lies is not worth living

so put away the scales

and hide away your journal

and end this sad tale

(but you and i

we both know 

you'll be back again

tonight

self hatred in your fingers

and starving on your mind

so let me take your troubles away

and let me tell you my name

my name is one of horror

but they all call me ana, so you should too

and i must warn you

i kill)

because anorexia nervosa kills.