"Happy Birthday Kate!" I turned around and found my father holding a cake with candles on top of it. He got a birthday cap on his head. He smile widely act like it is the best day ever.  "Thank you dad.", I pursed my lips to before quickly turn it into a smile.  "Make a wish.", he said happily. I closed my eyes as I make a wish. Wish I was dead. . Its been long ago since I writting. I was 14/15 years old back then. Now Im 18 and will be