A little update to my main post: 

Someone messaged me after reading my blog, asking if I was going to update my stories. That is an excellent question. I figured I should probably address that here for everyone in case others are wondering the same thing. 

The short version of my answer for now is: I have no idea if and or when I will update the unfinished WIPs I have.

This includes works like Bloom and Grow, I Am a Part of All I Have Read, etc. I know so many of you have been waiting for updates on these stories, but the truth is I just simply don’t know where to go with most if not all of these unfinished stories. I hate to let so many people down, but I feel if I pursue finishing these stories right now, I won’t be able to come up with any great ideas on how to end what I started. I hit a slump with these fics and wasn't feeling too creative on how to develop them. I know this . I apologize for anyone who’s super disappointed by my answer. 

What I will say is that with what I'm working on now, I feel much better about my creative process and the work I'm putting into my stories. I feel good. I feel proud of what I've written so far. Maybe in the future, further down the line, I'll get back to my unfinished stories. But for now, the disconnection and discomfort I feel when thinking about those unfinished works remains. Any sort of updates on them will come once I feel better about my work and reorient myself with writing, posting, and updating stories on AFF and Ao3 again.