All stories are discontinued.
I know I probably let a lot of you down. I told myself I could come back probably after everything but I just couldn't.
For a few days, I was kind of depress over everything and I was really upset with the person who reported though I tried to keep calm when talking to her and tried not to have anger take the best of me. I didn't like at all for what she said but accepted it anyway. I was sort of told off by her and the moderator and I just apologizes, what the else could I do? In all honesty, I hate the situation because she gave such a bad memory and such a sour feeling that I don't ever want to come back. I know it may seem bad or maybe evil but things could've been settled easily but she had to think she was doing the right thing was and reported as soon as possible. I was heartbroken, pissed and a lot of feelings messed up because I spent years writing and those were the results. I used to think I could post anything here, and if things were tagged wrongly or I did something wrong, people would comment straight away and I'd try to change them but this time it was different and to many, it's just a report, it's no big deal but I suffered the aftereffects and I hated it. I've spent days thinking and crying (for no reason, my tear bag/sack is broken) and just realize I couldn't really come back after all. I don't regret writing, I've met many amazing people here and though they're were bad ones, I still loved the good ones. After Kris and SMent lawsuit, I still stood by TaoRis till the bitter end but I guess this is my ending too. My hope is that, I never meet those people ever again and that you guys won't forget me either. If I do come back to AFF, it will be in another account and by then, I probably will stop writing TaoRis. You guys have been through thick and thin with me and I'm sad to see the stories go without their ending but I can't find myself writing the next chapter without remembering all that's been said. I knew she was right and I was wrong, but she could've settled it nicely, I would've listened but no-- it went too fast and I couldn't accept the bash and the hate, my own story was getting so you could say I've had enough or you could say I'm running away. Either way, I hope to come back to this account some day. I've learn a lot of things (tags are ing important) and I've met many of you though I didn't have a lot of experiences, I do have many loving memories here. I will come back every once a week (until everything is settled) to see how things are going, to see what the moderator says and to hope that everything will be fine again and to hope you guys are still being awesome but until then, this is goodbye for now. 

Thanks for everything.
Love, DNC13