A story made/written by a writer.

Story of a Writer

I am a writer who had lost her purpose. I am a writer that is still inside a story that had ended a long time ago. I am a writer that still hopes that you’ll come back. I am a writer that is still deeply in love with you. I am a pathetic writer that is rewriting our story, trying to turn back time. 

In this story there will be fewer tears and more smiles. There will be no drama between us, just happy times of us enjoying each other’s company. And there will never be him. This is a story where he never existed. It’ll be just the two of us growing old and happy together.

I will start from the very beginning, from that faithful day where we met. It’ll go just the same way it did, all the awkwardness included. The story will not be too far from what really happened. It’ll just remove all the reasons you left. I’m even willing to change my own character into someone who will never let you leave in the first place. In this story, I’ll be the one you wanted. Everything in me that you disliked will be changed into something better. Just so you won’t even have to think of leaving me.

I’ll do anything just to avoid that harsh ending that we met. No, our story will never end. Even if I have to write on until I take my last breath, I’ll willingly do it. I’ll do everything just for this story to go on for eternity.

Because I know that this is the only place where you’d be mine forever. This is the only place where I can keep you in my embrace and hold you like I used to. The only place where you would still look me like you used to. The only place where I can escape from the harsh reality of you leaving me, of your love fading away.

Right now, even though there are tears in my eyes, I’m happy. Because we are finally together even if it’s just in a piece of paper stained with tears, its already enough for me, I’m already happy.

This is the start of our story where there is no such thing as an ending exists. 

*got the idea from fiction of B2ST

so~ yeah... (This is awkward)