I'll keep this short since I'm tired and I have to leave early tomorrow.

If you have read my past blogposts -- those blogs regarding my best friend, who I had an unrequited love on -- you might relate to this post. Anyway, some of you might know that I am working on my on-the-job training these days, together with my thesis project. On my OJT training, I work together with my classmate on the same company department, though we are not close. Heck, the first time I had a proper conversation with him was during our first day of work together.

Anyway, this afternoon, we had a talk -- well, it was more like a gossip time or something. He told me something about my "best friend" having a relationship with his "present-best-friend." (I was the past-best-friend, remember?)

So yeah. I have told myself that I will finally move on three months ago, and to be honest, I haven't thought of him during that span of time. Actually, I did think of him for like, three times, maybe. However, when my OJT partner talked about him a while ago, I froze -- from the very moment he mentioned my ex-best-friend's name. It's pathetic, actually. I was fixated over the fact that I was already moved on, but I wasn't, and it .

It was like a moment in typical, cliched stories, where the girl freezes over the mention of her crush/lover's name. Needless to say, I really did freeze, because I didn't expect it. Well, I don't really know why... I mean, yeah. I don't think I can swallow to see him and his present-best-friend doing mushy stuff in front of me. I might walk out, though I will not breakdown (whut?).

He's already graduating because he finished his requirements ahead of me, and it actually bothered me for a day last month because I kind of "expected" him to at least talk to me and fix the problem we had, but no. There were no attempts. None. Nada. I guess he was fine with us being strangers. Good luck to him, then.

If my friends happen to read this blogpost, then they'd probably smack me hard because I already told them that I was done with him. Aish.

Anyway, that's the end of my rant~ Mwahahaha.
I don't even know why I posted this when I'm supposed to be doing something for my thesis right now. T_T
Bye~

~ yeolwho05