EOTTOKHAE???HELP ME GUYS

GUYS PLEASE TAKE EVERY WORD HERE SERIOUSLY :( I'M NOT OVER REACTING OR ANYTHING....ALL OF THESE ARE TRUE

I DUNNO WHATS HAPPENING TO ME LATELY...

I DUNNO WHAT TO DO ANYMORE :(

I THINK I'M GOING THROUGH A DEPRESSION?

TODAY I'VE BEEN CRYING MY EYEBALLS OUT JUST BECAUSE OF A FANCAM....

I ENVY THAT FANGIRL SOOOO MUCH :( SHE GETS TO SEE MYUNGSOO ANYTIME SHE WANTS TOO....SHE CAN STALK HIM WHENEVER SHE WANTS TO...AND HE EVEN RESPONDED ON ONE OF HER VIDEO'S

I CANT REALLY STOP CRYING...AND GUESS WHAT?I'M STILL CRYING WHILE TYPING THIS T_T

A WHILE AGO I STARTED CRYING AND SAYING

"OPPA EOTTOKHAE...MICHYEOTTA"

I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING LIKE THIS

I KNOW THAT THIS IS NOT GOOD FOR ME....AND I HONESTLY THINK THAT SOMETHINGS WRONG WITH ME :(

DO YOU GUYS THINK I'M CRAZY? :(

WHAT LEVEL DO YOU GUYS THINK I AM NOW AS A FANGIRL?

WHAT SHOULD I DO CHINGUS?SHOULD I STOP BEING A FAN?

I'M REALLY OPEN FOR YOUR OPINIONS AND SUGGESTIONS SO PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT :(

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sugaforthesoul #1 Jan 5, 2012 19:40:56

Don't worry its nothing serious ^^
its not like they are dating, and besides stalker-ish fangirls get annoying to their idols eventually....
though even if he dates someone, keep in mind that they deserve happiness, and so it wouldnt hurt me if my fav idols (super junior) were dating, because i would be happy cuz they are happy (and besides im 14 and i live in the US, what chance would i ever have with them? lol)
u dont have to stop being a fan, just try not to be an obsessive fangirl. be the kind of fan that loves their idols music, charms, personality, and looks, but also truly care about them and there feelings.
its also ok to envy those fans in korea (not sure if u live there lol), thats also a disadvantage of living overseas, i wish i could see Super Show 4 and couldve seen Super Junior 3, see suju perform live on music bank, turn on the tv and see them there, and possibly send fan letters (well that i can do i guess) and give them gifts when i see there car parked with them in it.. but theres nothing i can do...
L oppa wouldnt want his fan to be bawling her eyes out cuz of him :))
and if that doesn't help, dont worry, watching more kpop and time will make u feel better
oh btw (dont get mad cuz this might sound a little mean) when i cry about suju, i cry because of their accidents, hardships, and problems, not because of my own jealousy... more like for their sake, not mine....
hope that helps :D