To all my readers, subscribers and lovely friends

Hey everyone, how are you guys these days? I hope you are doing fine.

I wanted to tell you all something important.

So since three days I'm crying alot at the school and at home... It's because of my grades and I'm too exhausted from the school and everything else. It's not that my grades are really bad, only two subjects, but I'm still afraid if I can not pass for the college. And I only told my parents about one subject so they don't know about the other bad one, since I got the exam today. My mum told me that I'm too stupid for studying and scolded me ( I know she wants the best for me, because of this she is very strict. ) I cried alot at school and everyone tried to cheer me up and told me that I have still enough time to make it better. As I told before, my grades aren't really bad but I'm someone who sees everything in a bad way. After two weeks we will get our school report, I don't know how my parents will react... What I try to say is, I will still stay at AFF but my parents might forbid me to use my laptop or anything else ( I think for a long time. ) If not, I will still try to write my stories and stay in contact with everyone of you, but I won't be active as before. ( I'm always online with the phone because I don't log out there but that doesn't mean I'm active. ) I went to exercise today ( I'm always exercising if I feel sad or stressed ) and I didn't realized that I overacted and fainted. That, I didn't told that to my parents, I don't want to see them sad. I think that I also lost some weight, truthfully I'm not eating regulary since that happening. Oh my god I'm sorry for bothering you with that, but you guys are the only one who I can tell. I will try to write my stories along until I will get my school report. After that, I don't know what will happen. But don't worry, I will try to stay in contact with everyone, somehow...

Then, see you guys.

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EXOtic-world #1
Honey, don't worry about pleasing others if you can't please your parents first. Don't worry about not dishing out stories for us, but writing should be something you want to do on your own accord. Don't worry about us, and spend more time focusing on your studies. I believe in you!
ilovemocha #2
I've been in your shoes too. I've been failing Math for every exam last year, and it's also the year of my national exams. I felt pressurized... if I fail, it means I'll let my tutors down, my parents down, everyone. But I managed to pass it in the end. I was really really happy. What I'm trying to tell you is, don't give up hope. Don't think that you can't make it to college. Don't let your thoughts affect you. Even if you think you've done not so well, tell yourself you've put in effort and have tried your best. Give yourself a little encouragement. If you fall, get back up. No matter how many times you fall, the main achievement is to reach your goal. Falling means you're progressing too. Just like a baby learning to walk. If he/she doesn't fall, it means he/she haven't attempted to walk yet. No baby can just stand up and walk perfectly for the first time. And after they fall, they picked themselves up to attempt to walk again. Don't mind how others think about you, as long as you yourself knows that you're trying your very best, nothing else matters.

Studies are important, yes. But no doubt keeping yourself healthy is as important too. Don't stress yourself out. Exercising is one good way, but please know your limits. It defeats the purpose of de-stressing if you faint halfway. Don't take exercise as a form of only de-stressing. Do it for the sake of your health as well. A healthy body, a healthy mind, you can work even better.

Take a day off or so to relax, enjoy yourself. ((I'm not asking you to slack off or neglect your work, but do things you like to do. Take a break!!!)) our body is just like an engine.... you'll need to stop and let it rest for awhile, or else it'll breakdown. And complications will start to kick in.


I sincerely hope everything will go well for you. Good luck and all the best! I know you can do it! xoxo
myung7ho7namu #3
please take care of yourself ! grades are important but your health is equally important, if not more. study regularly with short breaks in between, eat your meals properly and get enough sleep. that's the best way to retain information and have confidence for your exams ! kailuris is right, try rearranging your study schedule :) i wish you the best for your exams and remember to believe in yourself that you will be able to do well ! ^^ hwaiting :D
minocha99 #4
i understand you..because i had been in same situation with you..but in my case...my father the one who scold me...my father is strict too..my mother also mad at me...i know that i am the only one that they can hope to take medical course in university...both of my brothers does not have any interest nor take medical course....they want me the best and they know i want to be a doctor and now im the one who they want to see as a doctor
i know you can do it...what just we need to do is to re-arrange our daily schedule...make sure we study a lot and have time to rest for awhile and had enough sleep..at our age usually 7-9 hours will be good...but i understand too that you must be busy with a lot of things...and maybe cant sleep for 7-9 hours..but you can try not to burden yourself..do any works or study well and never push yourself if you cant
gen-sarang #5
I was like that in my last year in high school too. You should eat and exercise regularly and in appropriate amounts but do not over do it, especially during exam period because you need the energy. Same goes for sleep, you need at least 8 hours of sleep each night. I used to starve myself and didn't get enough sleep that I got tired, depressed and was stressed out that I didn't do as well as I wanted.
I wish you all the best for your upcoming school report. Fighting!
adrenalinerush93 #6
I think you're depressed and its not good.
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