Feeling Ignored

Hello,

I feel so alone... But everyone is there.. I Don't get it.. My brothers are here, You guys are here and my family members. But Why Do I feel so alone and out of place. I feel like I'm stuck in a glass jail and everyone is just passing by having the time of their lifes, My brothers are to busy for me... My brothers been going out with there friends and i feel so bored here at home. They tell me "we will hang out as a family tomorrow." But than when "Tomorrow" comes. They ditch me for there girlfriend or something And they say "we forgot we made the plans along time ago." But than their friends comes and says "we made the plans today..."

 

I understand they could be busy... but than I feel also that my brothers been ingoring me, Like yesterday I tried talking to Jongcheol. But he didn't even look at me. It was like I was a ghost or something. Even in the halls they all act like I don't exist..

 

I Don't remember doing anything. So I don't know why...

I'm sorry, I'm bothering you guys.... But I just wanted to share out, Because I'm scared of the monsters coming back... If You don't know what I'm talking about go to the blog that reads "Monsters Leave me alone."

Well thats all...

<3 Slyent- Yehet

 

 
 
 

 

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xGummyPandax
#1
I can relate a lot. Believe me.
It's difficult because you have them there physically but you don't have them emotionally.
And the emotional plane is so much more important.
If you would like to speak with someone, send me a pm.
SJLoverTillDeath
#2
Aww baby!!!
dint feel lonely dear!!
talk to me
Try telling them.how you feel!!!
you were close to jongcheol right ? !
Try telling him how yoi feel!