Hello, I am writing this in regards to my permanent depature from AFF. I have decided to quit for many reasons.

First paragraph is very vulgar, please beware.
One is because of the ongoing drama that happened because of a stupid damn roleplay. It's a ROLEPLAY. Stop taking the roleplay so serious. You might say I am contradicting myself because they bashing me within a roleplay, but it has moved out of that. It lingers on into their personal accounts and I constantly get reminded of the mistake I made months ago every time I come here. I hate being reminded of it and it seems like everyday I log in and there is a new hate message for me to read. People cannot let it go and continue to bash me. And yes, call me sensitive. Call me a drama queen for wanting to leave a website because of internet drama. I don't even care at this point. I am sick and tired of it. It happened 8 months ago and people cannot let it go. Honestly, if you are still out there giving me , off. I know what you're saying about me. Speaking words of ignorance is your thing huh? You don't even know what you're saying. Please get to know me before you jump to your petty conclusions and shame. Thank you. I don't even roleplay anymore and I closed down HML and you continue to drag the story along like it happened yesterday. Please stop. Yes, you did hurt my feelings. And I bet you're ting yourself out of joy. Congratulations.

Also, this website is taking way too much of my time. I am on here constantly and it is not healthy for me anymore. The fact that I am constantly checking this site like I depend on it for food and water is outrageous. You can ask anyone of my friend's on here. They will tell you that I spend way too much time in this website and I am not using it as I should be using it, as a casual user. I have completely forgotten about my responsibilities and stood addicted to this site. Completely my fault. But I feel as if leaving will help me so much improve. I would choose to stay home and stay on AFF rather than to go out with friends and do work. That is wrong. and no one should be so addicted to something. And it has been like this since 2012 and for 2015, I want to make myself a better person. I am 17. Almost a legal adult and I cannot be 20 years old and still on this site making little baby layouts while i lie in bed all day. No. I am sorry. I feel as if my life has degraded because I spend too much time here. 

Those are the two main reasons, I won't drag it along because you guys don't need to hear me complain, but this site has also brought me joy. I was able to open up a layout shop with many great supporters and build up my strength in HTML coding. And soon I will be going to tech school for web development to futher my career. AFF helped me to find what I wanted to do in life and I am grateful for that.

I also met some great people here. I can't name them all but I will name one in particular, Anna. You're truly an amazing friend and I am so glad to have you in my life. Thank you for always supporting me along the way and being there when I am down. You mean so much to me and I will never forget you. Thank you.

And to everyone else, thank you all so much. I am sorry I am leaving on such short notice. But that is just the way things are going to be. I am sorry. I need to move on and find my true happiness. And unfortunately, this website is not going to bring it to me, nor am I going to find it here at this point. Everything crashed because of my actions and well, I paid for them, and now it is time for me to go on and forget about the past forever.

It breaks my heart to detatch myself from this site, being on here for quite some time now. But it will be worth it. Definitely worth it. 

I had fun building layouts for you all and being apart of the website for some time. Getting to know some great people, and even some not so great people. I learned on this site not to trust anyone and to be careful. And that is what I am most grateful for. You guys were the best supporters of all time and I will take that for granted. Your comments make my day and it will be kind of sad to see that go away from now on. But you will always be in my heart and I will remember you forever and ever. Each one of you.

I hope to apply what I have learned in the real world. Truimph and conquer it.

If you really want to get in contact with me, please send me a message on LINE to @hyosung.com 
I will leave this account open so that others may use my layouts and be able to read this message. But I am changing the password so I cannot log in no more.
 

Also, I am NOT joining any roleplays anymore or creating anymore. So if anyone goes around claiming they are me, they are lying. Please, please, please. If you see someone claiming they are be, come to my profile quickly and check my blogposts. I am permanently quitting roleplaying as well, with the exception of one mobile roleplay, Iscariotic. But I will not be managing the AFF no longer for that roleplay.


Anyways, thank you all again. This is English signing off. God bless and goodbye.
- English.